feeling crappy
well here's the dilema:
Been feeling crappy and in pain all day. Didn't go into work cause really couldn't cope with rushing around like a headless chicken answering people's stupid F*cking questions and generally getting stressed = more pain.
But. Been at home all day feeling sorry for myself. got up for 2 hours at lunchtime. did some odd bits of housework and phoned a couple of people re weddings. promptly went back to bed as I'd tired myself out.
So having been at home all day feeling sorry for myself do I:
a) stay at home feeling sorry for myself and lonely but not feeling guilty about work or:
b) get some cloths on and go into town to meet up with tim. I'd then have company but I'd feel guilty cause pub = why not work. the simple answer is pub = sitting down and drinkin orange juice for 2 hours and work = 8 hours of strees, sit down stand up sit down stand up etc etc etc.
Stil feel sorry for myself. Then I think about my friend who can't even get out the house at all at the moment and I feel guilty for whinging.
Still feel like whinging tho!
jeeez I'm a bundle of laughs at the moment. No wonder Tim's gone down the pub! ;-)
Been feeling crappy and in pain all day. Didn't go into work cause really couldn't cope with rushing around like a headless chicken answering people's stupid F*cking questions and generally getting stressed = more pain.
But. Been at home all day feeling sorry for myself. got up for 2 hours at lunchtime. did some odd bits of housework and phoned a couple of people re weddings. promptly went back to bed as I'd tired myself out.
So having been at home all day feeling sorry for myself do I:
a) stay at home feeling sorry for myself and lonely but not feeling guilty about work or:
b) get some cloths on and go into town to meet up with tim. I'd then have company but I'd feel guilty cause pub = why not work. the simple answer is pub = sitting down and drinkin orange juice for 2 hours and work = 8 hours of strees, sit down stand up sit down stand up etc etc etc.
Stil feel sorry for myself. Then I think about my friend who can't even get out the house at all at the moment and I feel guilty for whinging.
Still feel like whinging tho!
jeeez I'm a bundle of laughs at the moment. No wonder Tim's gone down the pub! ;-)