i'll do my thing in the background.
it's loud back here right now ( i'm at work) someone is spraying down screens with a pressure washer and the noise it generates is outstanding. We're supposed to wear ear plugs... but we don't and i've noticed my hearing is worse since i started here. sigh... blue collar work. But, i do not dream of a desk job, in fact i have no dream job.
I've realized i really don't know myself. I'm not sure of my real likes and dislikes... i always seem to let my feelings be swayed out of my vision... and the things i do know i like or dislike i see as pointless, and even down right ridiculous.( don't correct me. )
It's hard for me to form opinions, mainly because my mind is maybe too open, i mean, i have no real belief system. i have nothing to base my decisions on, so i'm kinda neutral to everything, or i dislike things or judge them wrongly. And i end up looking dumb.... this is hard to explain.
i remain,
jen
I've realized i really don't know myself. I'm not sure of my real likes and dislikes... i always seem to let my feelings be swayed out of my vision... and the things i do know i like or dislike i see as pointless, and even down right ridiculous.( don't correct me. )
It's hard for me to form opinions, mainly because my mind is maybe too open, i mean, i have no real belief system. i have nothing to base my decisions on, so i'm kinda neutral to everything, or i dislike things or judge them wrongly. And i end up looking dumb.... this is hard to explain.
i remain,
jen