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May 03, 2005 13:23

there are days like these where my vision blurs all on its own, I can't focus... smoke something and the smoke fades out my vision and i can't see straight for a second... it's freedom from sight... but i need to see whats ahead of me... the smoke clears but all is still fogged out, i put my head down surround myself with darkness... lifet my head and it's all still here, no escape, no need anymore... it'll desolve in time... these hopeless moments leave me with no faith, but more faith than i've ever known... i need to cling to something, i'm begging god to walk with me, have pity...

tomorrow will be better. it has to be there is no way else to go.
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