Dec 19, 2004 08:16
Our baby was finally born! Ok, not mine so much as my brother's. But when one person in our family has a baby, its HUGE! We just love babies. I dont know why... theyre whiny, selfish, and well, if I never have one, it will be just fine with me. But theyre so special. Every time a baby is born I thank God because that means that maybe theres hope for people after all. Maybe He hasnt given up on us yet. So Ivy Mae was 21 inches and just under 9lbs. She has Mom's lips and hair and Dad's nose. What a cute kid she must be! I am going home this week for Christmas so I will see her then. Part of me wants to leave right after work and get down there to see everyone. But I also really want to stay here with friends for another day or so. I see my friends every day and theyve sort of become extended family. But I want to get home to see my parents and sisters.
Today, work sucks ass. Its taking forever to get done with. Its not like its busy or anything. Its actually pretty dead. But I have stuff to do that is just long and boring and tedious and when the bosses are walking around with their little checklists looking over my shoulder, its kind of hard to concentrate. You know, it amazes me how they can stop at starbucks for coffee 4- 6 times a day and yet they dont have time to pitch in when we're slammed or answer a question we might have about a memo. Speaking of memos.... we got one this morning just to "inform" us that we had 9 items that were going out of date today. No shit! When do they think we pull stuff? Its ridiculous the things they worry about...
So last night, I was talking to my room mate about some stuff and somehow a certain somebody came up and I felt REALLY bad. See, I liked this somebody and then he/she started to ignore me. Well, before that he/she had a funny maybe even a little "cocky" name in my phone. But when he/she started to ignore me, I changed it to something terrible! I was a little upset and maybe a little bitter and it wasnt even that it was true. I was just not happy with him/her. So we were talking about it, and I just felt so awful! I mean, I have since changed it back, but just for thinking the other name... goodness, Im an awful person! And now I really like that person so it makes it even worse. I suppose I should just get over it, but it really was a terrible thing to do.