Random Ramblings
I hate old people so much. Everyday it seems like I have to tell at least 5 of them to talk to ME and not the food they are wanting to buy. Like I dont have enough to do at work already, I also have to teach manners? I swear old people are good for nothing but wills. Im not ranting because Im no good at that, just had to vent a little tiny bit.
Alright so The Boy is out of town. I dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing. We had an argument or disagreement or something unpleasant yesterday. So I didnt really want him to leave while I feel like all that is unresolved. But oh well, hes with friends so all is good.
Last night I drank. I dont usually do that, especially when hes gone but I did. The neighbors were having a party but I didnt really spend too much time there, just long enough to have some drinks and go home. Drinks are good, drinking with boys is bad. Dont misunderstand, there were girls there too, but not enough to make it better. Now I really realize why Ive avoided that situation. So I came home and watched tv and then curled up in bed. Usually when Ive had a few drinks I can go right to sleep but last night I couldnt. I laid awake until probably 6am, watching infomercials and bad tv. I just could not sleep. I got out of bed about 8:30ish and started drinking coffee. Id downed a pot by 11 and was starting a second at 11:30. Im not hooked or anything though.
So yeah, thats pretty much where Im at today.....
Alright so The Boy is out of town. I dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing. We had an argument or disagreement or something unpleasant yesterday. So I didnt really want him to leave while I feel like all that is unresolved. But oh well, hes with friends so all is good.
Last night I drank. I dont usually do that, especially when hes gone but I did. The neighbors were having a party but I didnt really spend too much time there, just long enough to have some drinks and go home. Drinks are good, drinking with boys is bad. Dont misunderstand, there were girls there too, but not enough to make it better. Now I really realize why Ive avoided that situation. So I came home and watched tv and then curled up in bed. Usually when Ive had a few drinks I can go right to sleep but last night I couldnt. I laid awake until probably 6am, watching infomercials and bad tv. I just could not sleep. I got out of bed about 8:30ish and started drinking coffee. Id downed a pot by 11 and was starting a second at 11:30. Im not hooked or anything though.
So yeah, thats pretty much where Im at today.....