Oct 26, 2006 15:53
Hey here! How ya' doin'?^^
Me...well...lately I've been thinking a lot. Normally I avoid thinking too much, but sometimes I get all emo!mode and there's nothing that stops me until I'm done...but ya' know, I don't like very much let peolpe know that I'm the emotional-thoughful-andallthatstuff kind of person, I just like to make people believe I'm a clown or something, 'cause then it makes really easier to help them, that way. I like to make people laugh and smile, and being too serious would affect this skill... (yea, I'm way too modest, I know XD)
Btw, what I found out was that I'm really lucky. And maybe I don't tell this enough to the people around me, the people who love me...my family (which is the most important thing in my life), my friends (which are just a few but wonderfully fantastic, and they are the second most important thing in my life), my notebook (of course I'm just kidding, but not so much, I love my pc ç_ç)...basically the people of my life. They're fuckin' important and I never say that to them. And probably it's because I'm a selfish, and an egocentric and I don't show my emotions, but I do love them. I really do.
So...nothing, just a few lines to think about my life, and I guess this song is quite right for my feeling in this moment...
Okay...emo!mode off...now I'm going back to my writing and the slash stuff**
ps: and if you're curious to know what is the third important thing in my life...well...it's school...and man, I can't wait to be in the med school! ** But hell, I guess that writing is in the third position too...they're equals ** dammit, it's complicate! XD
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John Denver - Poems, Prayers and Promises
"I've been lately thinking'
About my lifetime
All the things I've done
And how it's been
And I can't help believin'
In my own mind
I know I'm gonna hate to see it end
I've seen a lot of sunshine
Slept out in the rain
Spent a night or two all on my own
I've known my ladys pleasures
Had myself some friends
And spent a time or two in my own home
And I have to say it now
It's been a good life all in all
It's really fine
To have a chance to hang around
And lie there by the fire
And watch the evening tire
While all my friends and my old lady
Sit and pass the pipe around
And talk of poems and prayers and promises
And things that we believe in
How sweet it is to love someone
How right it is to care
How long it's been since yesterday
And what about tomorrow
And what about our dreams
And all the memories we share
The days they pass so quickly now
Nights are seldom long
And time around me whispers when it's cold
The changes somehow frighten me
Still I have to smile
It turns me on to think of growing old
For though my life's been good to me
Theres still so much to do
So many things my mind has never known
I'd like to raise a family
I'd like to sail away
And dance across the mountains on the moon
I have to say it now
It's been a good life all in all
It's really fine
To have the chance to hang around
And lie there by the fire
And watch the evening tire
While all my friends and my old lady
Sit and pass the pipe around
And talk of poems and prayers and promises
And things that we believe in
How sweet it is to love someone
How right it is to care
How long its been since yesterday
What about tomorrow
What about our dreams
And all the memories we share"
thoughts,
what i am