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Many people take things for granted anymore. I mean I took for granted that all my friends would still be there for me once we graduated when all along my parents tried to tell me that after high school I may never talk to these people again. I didn't believe them then but hell I sure do now. I miss Shea, Kristian (even though we do hang out sometimes), Daryl, Travis, Miles, Matt and even Noelle Popp. I mean these are people who have made such great impacts on my life and now the only ones that I actually speak to are Daryl, Kristian and at times Kayla. I mean Kristian, Daryl, me and Shea have all been through a lot, and I will never forget our time together. They were my best friends, and people who even today I would still do anything for. They will always have a place in my heart, and I'm always going to be here for them to talk to...yes even Shea. I've realized that just because things didn't work out with him and I doesn't mean that we didn't have a great friendship. I don't know I just miss the days that we would all go to the drive-in, or night when me and kayla lived in the trailor and Kristian would come over and get high with us. Now Kayla she's my sister I don't give a fuck what anyone says I've known her for 13 years and we're still going I wouldn't say strong but we still keep in touch. Everyone that I have mentioned in this entry I truly do/did love. They have all touched me in a way that no one else has ever before in my life.
Now I feel soo alone cause I mean all the new weird ass friends I have made at school just aren't the same as things were with my old ones. I want that back....I know I'll never get it back but hey a girl can wish right?
Now I feel soo alone cause I mean all the new weird ass friends I have made at school just aren't the same as things were with my old ones. I want that back....I know I'll never get it back but hey a girl can wish right?