640: that's ENOUGH

Oct 03, 2006 10:00

Stupid long days! Luckily, Borders opens at 9 ^^ [requisite list: Death Note 1-7, Yugi Duelist #17, FMA #9, DWJ's Unexpected Magic]

I figure the constant in my bouts of stupid has been being left alone too long with my thoughts... well, besides the times I got too excitable [in various senses of the term]... and when I've just plain been stupid... but certainly the first has happened more often LATELY X( but at any rate, there's been enough bad karma spreading from me the past some-odd posts. For that reason, I'm putting off my commentary on Heroes and Gifts for now [for other reasons than you prolly think]... likely a week coming, since I'm temporarily using lunch time as partial naptime X/ and have no motivation to finish the two-odd chapters remaining in the latter.

So before I got out at Stupid O'Clock, I was going to post about guilt. [That's a safe subject, anyway, the way I was going to write it.] Instead, it's late, and I'd rather try to get up a little earlier than I have been :/ Unfortunately, this weekend--as much as I didn't regret it even with everything I didn't like--was a kick in the face and totally screwed up the schedule I had been adjusting myself to using. I'm at most doing cursory rounds this morning, checking really fast to see how quickest I can finish that picture that's almost guaranteed to be useless unless I finish it YESTERDAY IF NOT SOONER, then hitting the shower.

Guilt's a funny animal, though. You'd think it'd motivate me more than it does, but I still seem to accumulate a lot of it for someone who doesn't want any =' [well, who does? ...but you know what I mean]

Char, I gots mears XB

idunnowhatelsetotag, shoppy, ohtheguilt, self-loathing

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