It's been a long time and I'm sorry...
I'm home. I've been home for a little while now. I did stop in and see Hailie for a little while in Detroit and the time away from everything was nice. It's always nice to spend time around a child, it sort of brings you back, reminds you where you came from and what life was like when it was much more simple.
I'm not sure what's going on with me and anyone right now, but the truth is, I'm not sure if I'm ready to worry about all of that just yet. I'm going to sit tight and just...find myself I guess. Looking back...it's been a long time since I've just been...single. Looking at all the mistakes I've made and the people I've hurt, I don't think I was ready for the kind of relationship that I wanted. Maybe I don't give myself enough credit or maybe I didn't give myself the chance with the right person. Either way...things didn't turn out as I had planned with anyone. And the one person I'm 100% sure I'm going to have to live with for the rest of my life...is ME. And so I'm working on making MYSELF happy right now and to be honest that includes hiding away a bit. While the movie falling through was a huge let down for me, it was also sort of a blessing in disguise because now I have a little time off to just...think. Relax. Regroup. Repair. That sort of thing. And I'm doing just that.
So...in case anyone out there cared, I'm doing just fine. There are people that I miss and people that I can't wait to talk to again and people that I'm avoiding. But there is a reason for all of it. Thank you to everyone who has made special efforts to contact me or reach out to me...it meant more than you know. You will ALL be getting calls from me soon enough...I adore all of you. And thanks for sticking by me and still being my friend after all of this. You all know who you are.
Justin Timberlake:: You want me to come visit you? Tell me when. I wanna see you and Fergie. So let me know...
I'm not sure what's going on with me and anyone right now, but the truth is, I'm not sure if I'm ready to worry about all of that just yet. I'm going to sit tight and just...find myself I guess. Looking back...it's been a long time since I've just been...single. Looking at all the mistakes I've made and the people I've hurt, I don't think I was ready for the kind of relationship that I wanted. Maybe I don't give myself enough credit or maybe I didn't give myself the chance with the right person. Either way...things didn't turn out as I had planned with anyone. And the one person I'm 100% sure I'm going to have to live with for the rest of my life...is ME. And so I'm working on making MYSELF happy right now and to be honest that includes hiding away a bit. While the movie falling through was a huge let down for me, it was also sort of a blessing in disguise because now I have a little time off to just...think. Relax. Regroup. Repair. That sort of thing. And I'm doing just that.
So...in case anyone out there cared, I'm doing just fine. There are people that I miss and people that I can't wait to talk to again and people that I'm avoiding. But there is a reason for all of it. Thank you to everyone who has made special efforts to contact me or reach out to me...it meant more than you know. You will ALL be getting calls from me soon enough...I adore all of you. And thanks for sticking by me and still being my friend after all of this. You all know who you are.
Justin Timberlake:: You want me to come visit you? Tell me when. I wanna see you and Fergie. So let me know...