Dearest JESSICA ANN SIMPSON!!!
I want to thank you for leaving a NOTE that you were leaving me to fly across the world on ONE NIGHTS notice. I would like to thank you for being the best friend in the world and ditching me in the middle of this mess. Thank you for not even TELLING me you were leaving so that I got to wake up to a big...practically
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I want you to know that when I did this..it was in no way shape or form to hurt your feelings, truly I wasn't thinking..I just knew I needed to be with Chris, for a few more days. I don't know what came over me, I probably do need a grip, but the way you say it makes it sound like I chase boys around the world like Lovesick puppies on a regular basis *sighs* It really hurt my feelings, so if that's what you were trying to do, congrats! There's a few things I could say back to that, but I'd never ever go there... I'll be home in a few days.....I know what your going through & Love I didn't ditch you in the middle of it..because I'm NOT apart of it...I will always be your shoulder to cry on & there to talk to (cuz PS I have a phone that works Overseas) but WHAT CAN I DO? There is nothing I can DO Love to help you...I'm sorry I wish there was but there isn't! I'm sorry I lost my senses completely...you know I don't do things like this....but something told me TO GO & I couldn't ignore it! I wish you could just be happy for me =( I'm sorry for just leaving a note....like I said I didn't think.....FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE I JUST DID, and I'm not sorry about it
Hopefully you can forgive me
I Love you, and you are my best friend in the world
But my stomach doesn't hurt this time Love...
Well at least not as bad
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I've had some time to sleep on this and I know..that what I said was cruel...I know you don't chase guys all around the world all the time and I really am happy for you. You should know that.
I know you didn't mean to hurt me I just...I just really needed someone and you weren't here and Jess..that's the first time that's ever happened. Part of me is really proud of you for following your heart and part of me is crushed cuz you didn't feel the need to tell me about it or ask me to come along for the ride. I felt really discarded, left behind, unimportant.
I'm gonna be OK I guess it's just hard here....alone with...ya know. *shrugs* Stuff that's going on in my head. And something happened yesterday that I didn't get to TELL you cuz you weren't here. I did try calling your phone you know...*shakes her head*
Jess, I am sorry for..over reacting. It still hurts but..I understand *shrugs a little* Just come home before your birthday, OK?
Love,
*Love
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