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I had a dream last night about my grandmother, the one that just died. She didn't look horrible like she did in her last days. She was sitting up in a chair and looked like she did before she had cancer, and when she saw me she said "I've been waiting for you! Come give me a hug!" And so I did. She might have said a few other things but I don't remember what, and then I woke up feeling comforted and happy. I don't necessarily believe this was a message from the other side, I'm more convinced that I had the dream just because I had been thinking about her yesterday, but it still felt good to hug her again. But then this afternoon, I kinda freaked out. She's waiting for me? Am I going to die? Wtf?