Feb 15, 2005 16:12
ok so yesterday me kristin and jessica went 2 the funeral.i had never been to a funeral and really didnt know wat 2 expect but wow i really didnt seem right. y are we going to his funeral, he shouldnt b having a funeral, he should b practicing for his next game or something, not layin in a casket while his family and friends walk up to it and cry. it felt soo wrong being there but i needed it bcuz if i didnt go..i still wouldnt believe it. soo i walked up 2 the casket and i just looked at his body and tears ran down my face..i couldnt look at him. and his mother..wow i just wanted 2 go up 2 her and give her the biggest hug but that wasnt gunna bring her son back or make anything better. i saw a lot of ppl there and i dont think i saw one person who wasnt crying.there were so many ppl who loved him. and we still do...he'll remain in our hearts forever.
and 2day i woke up early and went 2 the burial mass. the entire church was filled with ppl..the second i saw his hockey team walk down the aisle i started crying, all them wearing jerseys and bands that say Alex 15. Father Frank had a really nice mass for him.after it was done some people went to the cemetary but we didnt, i really wanted to tho.
Alex, dont ever forget that there are so many people here who love you soo muchh and even tho we miss you here on earth, you'll always remain in our hearts.we know that you left us so early bcuz God needed you in heaven by his side. so we know ur safe with God watching down on as our angel. thanx for brightening the room everytime you smiled, u made everything better with that beautiful smile. thanx for being the best son and brother your family could ever ask for. thanx for being the best friend ur friends ever had. we will miss you so much but we know ur in a better place now. GOD REST YOUR SOUL <3