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Well I didn't totally blow my diet after all, All those points I saved up during the week really paid off and I didn't go totally over my weekly allowance.
I'm starting to think that this really is something I can do, because I can have a nice fattening dinner once a week or every so often, yet eat light the rest of the time. I really hope I am able to lose the weight I need to lose. I worry that I'll just stop losing weight or something and not know what else to do. I guess I'll just cross that bridge if it gets here. Hopefully it won't.
I have my goal weight set at 145 right now, but it says I can go as low as 140. Some websites say that I can go as low as 130 and 135 but when I think about that...the last time I remember being 135 was in the 8th grade...how sad is that?? I would be interested to be that thin, just for curiosity.
This time I really want to do this for me. I want to prove to myself that I can do it. That I can make healthy changes and lose the weight. I'm tired of feeling fat, I'm tired of being fat. I want to be able to go to the mall and shop in ANY store that I want to. It's been a LONG time since I've been able to do that.
I'm starting to think that this really is something I can do, because I can have a nice fattening dinner once a week or every so often, yet eat light the rest of the time. I really hope I am able to lose the weight I need to lose. I worry that I'll just stop losing weight or something and not know what else to do. I guess I'll just cross that bridge if it gets here. Hopefully it won't.
I have my goal weight set at 145 right now, but it says I can go as low as 140. Some websites say that I can go as low as 130 and 135 but when I think about that...the last time I remember being 135 was in the 8th grade...how sad is that?? I would be interested to be that thin, just for curiosity.
This time I really want to do this for me. I want to prove to myself that I can do it. That I can make healthy changes and lose the weight. I'm tired of feeling fat, I'm tired of being fat. I want to be able to go to the mall and shop in ANY store that I want to. It's been a LONG time since I've been able to do that.