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Have you ever looked at a computer monitor with your eyes dialated? So weird. It's like the frequency of the monitor is too slow for your eye (you know, like in movies when the computer screen looks like it's flickering). And no, not on drugs. Went to the eye doctor today, found out that my eyes have gotten a little better. Weird I know, but I made a concious effort not to squint during the tests, therefore it should be pretty accurate. Anyway, I still have shopping to do, but alas, I cannot go out because of the dialated pupils. Grrr. Now I have to wait until later...I hate last minute shopping...stores are always completely packed.
Want to see King Kong; perhaps Nancy and I shall go tomorrow.
Still waiting to hear if there is a New Years party in Seattle. If there isn't, my parents said that I can't go see Tom. Makes me sad. It's not like I'd be doing anything here anyway if I were to stay; at least if they would let me go, Tom and I would actually go out and do something to celebrate. My dad said that if there isn't a party that maybe my parents and I can go to Victoria for the New Year. Shit, I don't want to go to Victoria. Especially with the rents. How is that any fun for an almost 20 year old girl? Yeah, I'm old enough to go to bars and stuff, but that's no good if you're with the rents or by yourself.
I would hang with Nancy, but she's going to Michelle's (Tacoma--well Fircrest really) on the 28th/29th, so that leaves me friendless in PA and bored as hell on New Years Eve (not to mention most likely depressed and somewhat pouty). Have been debating whether to lie or not about there being a party. If I say there is, I can go on my merry way and have fun, but I hate lying to my parents...they always find out about it in the end. So frustrating and rather disappointing.
I hate not knowing stuff. I like things to be thoroughly planned, not last minute. I hate the unsatisfactory answer of "we'll see." Drives me bananas. Hopefully it will all work out in my favor (not to sound selfish or anything). I've never done anything for New Years before, so naturally when the opportunity showed itself, I got all excited about it. But I feel like I'm being denied things that a college student should experience, and it makes me grumpy. Ugh....well anywho.....that's my little rant. :|
Want to see King Kong; perhaps Nancy and I shall go tomorrow.
Still waiting to hear if there is a New Years party in Seattle. If there isn't, my parents said that I can't go see Tom. Makes me sad. It's not like I'd be doing anything here anyway if I were to stay; at least if they would let me go, Tom and I would actually go out and do something to celebrate. My dad said that if there isn't a party that maybe my parents and I can go to Victoria for the New Year. Shit, I don't want to go to Victoria. Especially with the rents. How is that any fun for an almost 20 year old girl? Yeah, I'm old enough to go to bars and stuff, but that's no good if you're with the rents or by yourself.
I would hang with Nancy, but she's going to Michelle's (Tacoma--well Fircrest really) on the 28th/29th, so that leaves me friendless in PA and bored as hell on New Years Eve (not to mention most likely depressed and somewhat pouty). Have been debating whether to lie or not about there being a party. If I say there is, I can go on my merry way and have fun, but I hate lying to my parents...they always find out about it in the end. So frustrating and rather disappointing.
I hate not knowing stuff. I like things to be thoroughly planned, not last minute. I hate the unsatisfactory answer of "we'll see." Drives me bananas. Hopefully it will all work out in my favor (not to sound selfish or anything). I've never done anything for New Years before, so naturally when the opportunity showed itself, I got all excited about it. But I feel like I'm being denied things that a college student should experience, and it makes me grumpy. Ugh....well anywho.....that's my little rant. :|