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School is ending this week. Soon everyone will be back on break...in a way i am sad.
Life is confusing, but it is a bittersweet mess. Beautiful but potentially tragic. I have no idea what I am going to do with my life. I have no idea where I am going...the only thing I can say is that it's a long lesson and I feel like I am just starting to learn. There is no point in thinking about ten years from now...all we have is this moment...there may never be a ten years from now. I have no idea what I am going to do after college. I have no idea what I want five years from now...so for the time being Fuck it all...I give up living ten years away...I am just going to live with each lasting moment.
Well I am off to a party...yes it is finals weekend and my mind broke 3 days ago after my organic chemistry exam, statistics exam, organic lab practical, ecology practical, and a 7 page paper. I still have a 15 page paper waiting for me tomorrow...and yes it is due monday...but I am still going out.
The song at this moment:
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
Life is confusing, but it is a bittersweet mess. Beautiful but potentially tragic. I have no idea what I am going to do with my life. I have no idea where I am going...the only thing I can say is that it's a long lesson and I feel like I am just starting to learn. There is no point in thinking about ten years from now...all we have is this moment...there may never be a ten years from now. I have no idea what I am going to do after college. I have no idea what I want five years from now...so for the time being Fuck it all...I give up living ten years away...I am just going to live with each lasting moment.
Well I am off to a party...yes it is finals weekend and my mind broke 3 days ago after my organic chemistry exam, statistics exam, organic lab practical, ecology practical, and a 7 page paper. I still have a 15 page paper waiting for me tomorrow...and yes it is due monday...but I am still going out.
The song at this moment:
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am