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I haven't written in here for a while because I have felt it useless, unread blabbering. But twice this week peeps have referred to seomthing they knew about my life from reading it here. So I'll pick it upa bit. I want peeps to be up to date.
Today was a good day, the beginning of a three day vacation from work. A very welcome three day vacation. The day tarted off with no plans and an honest despair over that. What was I going to do? Who would I see and talk to? No idea. Rather than even stay home an instant I all but brushed my teeth and split. It was all cold too, but as soon as I leftm my house I started feeling good about my day, my life and jsut at being alive. My house dperesses me, I've realized. I am moving at the end of the month and it is very welcome. Besides living with both my good friends, Boguslaw and Angela, I will be living in a room with windows, a social, open household and a fair mess. The house is messy and I will be the cleaner housemate. I feel like a slop living here, or at least I am viewed as a strain on the household because I don't wash my dishes right away.
I went to Mama Buzz to play some banjo and read, but Angela just showed up and I ended having a coffee and breakfast session with her. VERY welcome and enjoyable. It reconfirms the positive side of living with Angela and how well we click. She has a problem, though. She's got a stalker-dude. The story is longer than I will type here and is not my mine to tell as well. But basically this dide is all hung up on her because she isn't interested on dating/fucking him, or even talking to him at this point. I've been symbathetic, but at seeing how he has reacted to him and how he reacted to her upon his chance showing up has made me see this is problem. Her reacion was not uncomfort, but fear and his reaction to her was clearly not being rejected and "butt hurt" about it, but unhealthy obsession. She spli almost immediately as he arrived and he clearly was looking for a chance to interupt us and talk to her. She had me pretend to be her boyfriend and we did a long fake goodbye, creatiing a mock make out but she was actualyl very emotional and needed comforting. She biked away dn he saw me walk back in and he straight up chased after her. Super creepy. I asked her if she wanted to "be a dude" and "talk to him", but she said no. She's afraid to even go to Mama Buzz now because he shows up a lot and makes her uncomfortable. And not becausee he "likes" her. She's a strong, aggressive woman who can deal with the sort of attention women get just walking down the street. This is something else. I don't know what else to do. Suggestion, peeps?
From there I biked to Piedmont with no plan, but a casual hope to run into Dominque, a friend from last year who I never see. I peaked me head in her job, but didn't feel too motivated to ckeck the back or anything. Didn't see her, but I walked on and guess who I ran into! Dominiqe almost bumped into me! She was getting food for her wco-workers and I gto to walk and tla with her a bit. I always found the level of casual acquantance we established some-what dissatisfying, as I respect her world view greatly and devolped more than small amount of affection for the lady, but what can you? Can't be BFF with everyone. Still, a casual run-in with too much to talk about is nice every once in a while too
from there I stopped at one thrift store and spent three dollars for five stuffed animals. Those hip to my fashion may remember an amazing tiger striped boy tie I used to wear a bit. I lost it a good while ago and missed it. It was a the bow for a baby's head that fit perfectly for a bowtie. I decided I could mkae those pretty easy and bought stuffed animals with neat printing to do so. I also found this really, really cool hat thingy. I've seen peeps wearing them, rarely, but they are sort of animal mask hats/hoodies. They've got animal ears and tripes or spots or something. I've always admired them, they reminding me something The Lost Boys from Peter Pan wore or Max from Where The Wild Thigns are. Well, IO found one with purple and black spots over white. Not the actual colors any animal has, but still looks like an animal spots. Pretty neat. Irs not ideal for the weather, but I'll give it a whirl.
From there I went to my PO Box and got a letter from ym twin and Chris Clavin of Plan It X Records. Both were very satifying. I saw a movie, rode home, went to a show at Mama Buzz and here I am: home with an hour or banjo, reading or bow tie making before I wake up and prepare for banjo lessons tomarrow. Pretty sweet day, considering I had NO plans.
Today was a good day, the beginning of a three day vacation from work. A very welcome three day vacation. The day tarted off with no plans and an honest despair over that. What was I going to do? Who would I see and talk to? No idea. Rather than even stay home an instant I all but brushed my teeth and split. It was all cold too, but as soon as I leftm my house I started feeling good about my day, my life and jsut at being alive. My house dperesses me, I've realized. I am moving at the end of the month and it is very welcome. Besides living with both my good friends, Boguslaw and Angela, I will be living in a room with windows, a social, open household and a fair mess. The house is messy and I will be the cleaner housemate. I feel like a slop living here, or at least I am viewed as a strain on the household because I don't wash my dishes right away.
I went to Mama Buzz to play some banjo and read, but Angela just showed up and I ended having a coffee and breakfast session with her. VERY welcome and enjoyable. It reconfirms the positive side of living with Angela and how well we click. She has a problem, though. She's got a stalker-dude. The story is longer than I will type here and is not my mine to tell as well. But basically this dide is all hung up on her because she isn't interested on dating/fucking him, or even talking to him at this point. I've been symbathetic, but at seeing how he has reacted to him and how he reacted to her upon his chance showing up has made me see this is problem. Her reacion was not uncomfort, but fear and his reaction to her was clearly not being rejected and "butt hurt" about it, but unhealthy obsession. She spli almost immediately as he arrived and he clearly was looking for a chance to interupt us and talk to her. She had me pretend to be her boyfriend and we did a long fake goodbye, creatiing a mock make out but she was actualyl very emotional and needed comforting. She biked away dn he saw me walk back in and he straight up chased after her. Super creepy. I asked her if she wanted to "be a dude" and "talk to him", but she said no. She's afraid to even go to Mama Buzz now because he shows up a lot and makes her uncomfortable. And not becausee he "likes" her. She's a strong, aggressive woman who can deal with the sort of attention women get just walking down the street. This is something else. I don't know what else to do. Suggestion, peeps?
From there I biked to Piedmont with no plan, but a casual hope to run into Dominque, a friend from last year who I never see. I peaked me head in her job, but didn't feel too motivated to ckeck the back or anything. Didn't see her, but I walked on and guess who I ran into! Dominiqe almost bumped into me! She was getting food for her wco-workers and I gto to walk and tla with her a bit. I always found the level of casual acquantance we established some-what dissatisfying, as I respect her world view greatly and devolped more than small amount of affection for the lady, but what can you? Can't be BFF with everyone. Still, a casual run-in with too much to talk about is nice every once in a while too
from there I stopped at one thrift store and spent three dollars for five stuffed animals. Those hip to my fashion may remember an amazing tiger striped boy tie I used to wear a bit. I lost it a good while ago and missed it. It was a the bow for a baby's head that fit perfectly for a bowtie. I decided I could mkae those pretty easy and bought stuffed animals with neat printing to do so. I also found this really, really cool hat thingy. I've seen peeps wearing them, rarely, but they are sort of animal mask hats/hoodies. They've got animal ears and tripes or spots or something. I've always admired them, they reminding me something The Lost Boys from Peter Pan wore or Max from Where The Wild Thigns are. Well, IO found one with purple and black spots over white. Not the actual colors any animal has, but still looks like an animal spots. Pretty neat. Irs not ideal for the weather, but I'll give it a whirl.
From there I went to my PO Box and got a letter from ym twin and Chris Clavin of Plan It X Records. Both were very satifying. I saw a movie, rode home, went to a show at Mama Buzz and here I am: home with an hour or banjo, reading or bow tie making before I wake up and prepare for banjo lessons tomarrow. Pretty sweet day, considering I had NO plans.