I speak in codes
so the world will find me mysterious. so the world will try to know me more before judging me. so the world will smile at me from time to time. I am no longer in another realm and I was able to breathe freely. If someone ask me today if I am happy, I can smile genuinely and say yes. If someone asks me today if I am satisfied with my life, I can say with conviction, YES. The world has no idea how huge the load I carried for quite some time. Now I am doing the fuck that i want. I smile. He winks. I smile again.