BSG fanfic: House Of Dreams (2/2)
Title: House Of Dreams Part 2
Author: jemmalynette
Summary: Takes place after the finale. The Chief finds himself drawn to Boomer and the dreamhouse, even long after her death.
Word Count: 2242
Characters: Mainly the Chief and Boomer with mentions of other characters
Rating: K
Disclaimer: Oh, if BSG was mine......
Other links: Part One~FF.net Part 2 on FF.net
The next time he visited, she was in bed. The morning sun shone through the window and illuminated the bedroom as he stood over the bed frowning.
She looked up at him as she stretched out on the mattress and turned on to her side to face him, “Your side is on the left,” she told him quietly, “You always liked to be on the left.”
He ignored her, as expected. Instead, he continued to drift off in to his own thoughts. She sat up, watching him.
“I killed Tory,” he admitted hoarsely.
She nodded, “I know.”
“Don’t you understand? I killed her. Strangled her. I can’t…I can’t be like this anymore. Angry, violent...”
“It’s not who you are,” she finished for him, “You and I both know that. It’s okay.”
“It’s not okay. None of this is okay.”
“You can be happy here. With us.”
“I can’t stay here.”
“Why not?”
He felt a burning pain erupt in his mind and he pinched the skin between his eyes tightly. He shook his head but spoke no words. Boomer got to her feet and cautiously placed a hand on his shoulder. His back hit the wall behind him and he ran a hand through his matted hair. Her touch soothed him but that fact alone was enough to agitate him again. Tears escaped from his tired eyes as he tried to swipe at them quickly, preventing them from falling down past his cheeks. But they were unstoppable. Every part of him told him this was wrong. But there was a stronger part of him that wanted to stay and be here with Boomer. To start again and forget the past. But it was so damn complicated. And he was tired, so tired.
She held him tightly, wrapping her arms around him and refusing to let go. It was impossible for him to resist - not that he did. Neither of them spoke another word, just sunk in to the other effortlessly. For a moment, it was just like old times. When things were easy and simple. When they were there for each other and didn’t care what anyone else thought. When they were both strong and caring people; not miserable machines who hurt others and longed for things they could no longer have.
It’s strange how much time can change you.
He gently placed his hands on her back and rested his cheek on her soft head of hair, “Do you still love me?” he whispered, brushing her smooth skin with his thumb, “After all of this? After everything I’ve done?”
She pulled away slowly and stared lovingly in to his eyes, “I always have. And nothing you could do would change how I feel.”
He forced a smile and she returned it delicately, “I tried to change how I felt about you. And after finally forgiving you, this happens. You die. I live alone. We don’t get our happy ending. All we get are dreams.”
“And what’s wrong with dreams?” she questioned, sinking back down on to the bed and giving a small, teasing smile, “This is what we always wanted. We can have our happy ending here,” she grabbed his hand and he sat down beside her, “I don’t have to be dead. You don’t have to be alone. We can be together. We can be happy.”
He smiled at her. He could sense himself giving in. Her words were so promising, so tempting he found himself wanting to stay more than ever. The sunshine warmed him as he shivered, the morning sun lightly burning his skin. He knew he would be happy here, that’s what told him to leave.
Boomer sighed as she sat alone again, a messy quilt cover remained in the spot next to her. She sunk in to the covers again and wondered if they really would get their happy ending after all, if they would finally get the dream they had shared for so long. Not everyone got what they wanted, and after so long of losing everything she had loved and held close to her, after so many attempts of finding herself and failing miserably, she had hoped her dreams would one day find her. Now that the opportunity was here, she only wished she could share it with the one man she truly loved.
~*~
The next time she was in the garden planting sun flowers. They weren’t her favourite flower but lately, she had become quite fond of them. They were new and mysterious, she’d never seen them before in real life, and she liked how they grew so tall and proud, bursting with life and colour. They spoke to her a language of happiness and she thought they would make her smile whenever she passed them or looked at them through the glass patio window.
A few metres behind her was the little girl, playing and laughing on the swings in the large green garden. Boomer looked over and smiled at her, “Beautiful, isn’t she?” she said to her companion, who was engaged entirely in the girl’s playful activities.
The Chief tore away his gaze and glanced at her, “Hmm? Oh. Yeah, she is.”
Boomer dusted off her hands and invited him to join her at the table. The sun beat down as she poured the two of them some ice water.
“This is strange,” he murmured, gaze still fixed on the young girl.
“What is?”
“This. You,” he almost let out a small laugh, “You’re gardening.”
“Why not?” she grinned, “Now’s the perfect time to do everything we never got the chance to do. We can live our lives without worrying about an everlasting war or what side we’re on. We’re not judged here, we’re not crucified for what or who we are; we’re at peace.” He seemed hesitant, full of doubt. She placed a hand on his and this time he did not pull away, “We can start again and be happy. I don’t hold any grudges here. I try not to be angry, or sad. I just want to be here, with you.”
He frowned and his glance directed downwards. His daughter’s laughter still echoed round the garden, “I miss Nicky,” he admitted sadly and Boomer felt his heart sinking, “I know he isn’t mine, but he was for a while. We were a family.”
“He’s with his father,” she replied with sympathy, “They’re happy.”
He nodded and revealed to her a weak smile, “I do like it here,” he told her and she felt her grin spread. He looked away slowly and squinted in the sunlight, eyes glancing from his glass to the busy garden around him. Boomer took a deep breath and hesitated to begin her next sentence.
“Earlier you asked if I still loved you,” she started nervously, “I’m positive I do, and I will always. I just need to know,” she paused, “You still love me, don’t you? That’s why you keep returning? Because you like it here, and you’re still in love with me? I understand you need to heal and I know that I hurt you…you’re welcome here any time, you know. But this can only work…you can only stay if you want to be with me.”
He didn’t answer straight away - there was that odd gleam in his eyes. It wasn’t uncertainty but it was something else. He watched her carefully and then smiled softly, “I’ve already told you, I couldn’t stop loving you. If I couldn’t stop loving you after years of trying to hate you, then I must still love you now.”
She smiled wildly, trying to prevent joyful tears from streaming down her face. He returned the smile, and they both laughed together happily. She placed a slim hand on his and clutched it tightly, “Does this mean you’ll stay? With both of us?” she asked, referring to the little girl who was now chasing a butterfly and was laughing and giggling as she bounced around the garden.
He glanced down at the water on the table and pressed his lips together firmly as Sharon felt her heart beat rapidly inside her chest. He looked at her with gleaming eyes and slowly nodded, “I will,” he told her, an ecstatic laugh erupting within him, “I’ll stay. I’ll stay here with you, both of you. I will!”
Her smile stretched across her face and he mimicked her grin. This time she could not hold back the tears and they spilled down her face like miniature waterfalls. He leant forward and gently wiped her damp cheeks with his hand, beholding her beautifully crafted face. She leant forwards and touched his lips with hers, holding him tightly and kissing him as if it were their first ever; never wanting to let the other go as he held her fragile face in his hands and she ran her slim fingers through his mess of brown hair and around his smooth neck. They were no longer robots, impossible of feeling and happiness, of family and joy; they were simply two people who had found each other, loved each other, and only wanted to live their dream.
He pulled back, gazing at her, breathing her in, and stroking her cheek lightly with his fingers, “There’s something I have to do first. I’ll be back.”
She nodded, but before she could respond properly, she was nodding to an empty chair. Wherever he had gone, he was already there, and she sat back waiting patiently for him. She finally had him, she could wait a little longer for him to return to her again.
~*~
Galen Tyrol stood alone for the last time, outside a dull cave in a wild forest. He was on a large hill beside the ocean and the waves lapped angrily against the muddy shore. He breathed in the thick sea air and took in the view he had observed for at least a year during his solitude. It was another dull day and the clouds threatened rain. He stood up straight and whispered a silent goodbye to the people he had once loved and referred to as family, who were still out there somewhere, together; living in their new civilisation, bustling with their own new-found happiness and activities. The cuts and scars on his body screamed agony. The pain was real here, the physical and emotional: the loneliness, the regrets. In this place, in this old murky cave of darkness and misery, it engulfed him whole, spitting him out again in to this world of isolation and torture, a place he had previously thought he deserved to call home.
Taking one last glance around this desolate prison, he added a silent good riddance to this world and everything and everyone who had put him through Hell, who had tortured him, punished him, and treated him like dirt. For so long he believed the enduring punishment was necessary, even long after his mistakes had been made and repented for. That chapter was over, and a new one was beginning.
Goodbye New Earth, Humans, Cylons, and even little Hybrids. Now he was leaving for a better world, where none of these things existed and it was just him and his family. A home, his home.
He shut his eyes, welcoming the new feeling that was overwhelming him, and he was back in his safe Haven, his two girls waiting for him. He took his wife’s hand and scooped up the little girl in his free arm. She laughed and threw her arms around him, calling him daddy and smiling wildly. He shared a look with Sharon, hoping he was making the right choice. She smiled reassuringly at him,
“I know it will take time,” she told him, squeezing his hand supportively.
He paused and took in a breath, “Are we just going to forget everything that’s happened over the years, all the hurt, the pain, the misery?” he whispered, holding her hand so tightly.
Again, she only smiled at him, “Of course not. This is a place for forgiveness, for happiness. You and I have been through so much. Now we’re here, together. We’re stronger then we think, and here we can continue our lives the way it should have been, learning from our mistakes. The scars we have won’t hurt here, but the lessons we’ve learnt from them will stay with us forever.”
Her words seemed to calm him, and his features formed back in to a smile. She had changed over the time they had been apart, and so had he. But together, they still shared the same love they had back then. She was right. The life they had planned for years before, the dreams they had shared, they could all still be possible. He glanced at both of the girls and then back at the stunning house that reflected the bright sunlight of the warm, sunny day. There he saw his own reflection, Sharon and his daughter holding on to him tightly. He smiled at the sight and took relief in the fact that he would never have to be alone in turmoil again, that he deserved this peace and togetherness. This was surely a place like no other as he was certain no other world would cater a blissful life for him such as this. A heavenly paradise, crafted specially for him and his loved ones. A place he could take pleasure in calling home.
Finally.
End.