the way i am
yeah so i am ready to get back n to the world of hanging out with people i havent did that for the longest.its time for me to come out and going to shows again and i also need to get a job so that way when i do go to all these avents i will actually be able to afford it. that is why i am going job hunting tommarow with ashley i hope it falls through. it feels weird i havent wrote on livejournal alot like i use to. maybe it is because i stop saying stupid stuff that doesnt need to be said.
thing i want to do: right now i want to turn ova a new leaf i want to do good n school i want to have a job i want to actually be someone i think it kicked in that i actually want a future and dont want to always have to lie and cheat and steal i am done with that i am tierd of jus standing back and jus leting thing go i have been bushed hit called names and every other thing n the world i think every day n the hall way when i go by the black kids n the hall way they say some smart comment about the way i dress and that isnt cool so what i listen to differnt music then they do and dress differnt does that change the fact that i am still black. it is so gay.
i guess to some it up i am ready to change and not just to say i am but actually do it. my grandpa doesnt have to much longer to live so i want to show him that i can and will try to become a good person
thing i want to do: right now i want to turn ova a new leaf i want to do good n school i want to have a job i want to actually be someone i think it kicked in that i actually want a future and dont want to always have to lie and cheat and steal i am done with that i am tierd of jus standing back and jus leting thing go i have been bushed hit called names and every other thing n the world i think every day n the hall way when i go by the black kids n the hall way they say some smart comment about the way i dress and that isnt cool so what i listen to differnt music then they do and dress differnt does that change the fact that i am still black. it is so gay.
i guess to some it up i am ready to change and not just to say i am but actually do it. my grandpa doesnt have to much longer to live so i want to show him that i can and will try to become a good person