i would die tonight, for you to feel alive
today i got my student loan. and now we have some money saved for our homo. being the rich smug bastards we are, we are trying to save bout 2500 - 3000 bucks to mvoe in with so we can get all settled and stuff. me and selina went for a big fatass brekki in wetherspoons and observed all the single old man alcoholics. i always wodnered why they dont form an old-man-alcoholics-who-drink-beer-in-wetherspoons club. then they could all sit together instead of sitting apart growing increasingly lonely. two of them sat together near us and were just talking about one of the other men in there, totally judging him. and making out he was so much worse than them because he drank vodka and not beer. it was 10am i dont think it makes a difference. hes just shortening the time between now and inevitable. blah. anyway. being the sleepy head i am (i went to sleep at 9.20 and that was after i was yawning and wanting bed at 8...) we had a nap before selina went to work and i went to the westwood cross.
i bought the.greatest.colinder that i have ever, EVER seen in my whole life. its big and metal and GREEN!i also bought tose little pots that say "tea" "coffee" and "sugar" on them. i was very excitable. until i leftt he shop. some slag of an assistant hadnt removed the tag from my belt and i looked like a criminal. on exiting the shop i saw evil in blonde form...jo. bluergh. short of puking on the spot. we just stared at eachother like cowboys until she nearly fell over because she is a RETARD. i then walked past giles looking miserably at a window display in new look. he was blatently eyeing my cigarette up.
im now home. looking at my new homewares and new pants. getting really excitable. 14 weeks to move. 8 days to gig.
xxx
i bought the.greatest.colinder that i have ever, EVER seen in my whole life. its big and metal and GREEN!i also bought tose little pots that say "tea" "coffee" and "sugar" on them. i was very excitable. until i leftt he shop. some slag of an assistant hadnt removed the tag from my belt and i looked like a criminal. on exiting the shop i saw evil in blonde form...jo. bluergh. short of puking on the spot. we just stared at eachother like cowboys until she nearly fell over because she is a RETARD. i then walked past giles looking miserably at a window display in new look. he was blatently eyeing my cigarette up.
im now home. looking at my new homewares and new pants. getting really excitable. 14 weeks to move. 8 days to gig.
xxx