Sep 28, 2005 15:01
the sudden realization that i went from doing nothing and having nobody to working 20 hours a week, going to university full time, having a bunch of new friends and old that im really bad at keeping in touch with, being in love and wanting every minute to be spent with selina, slowly but surely learning to play guitar and not forgetting, going to the pub and getting trollied. life is busy. unfulfillment is no longer killing me, thats a good thing right?
university is full of douches who enjoy "group interaction" and "team work" i want to destroy them all especially the idiot woman on my course who is obsessed with acetate and demands our group spend 24 hours a day in the sodding library. however i also gt a free lollipop today s things arent all bad :P
i have many things to do and none of them are getting done. this is kind of bad.
im so tired lately its ridiculous.
things are good though. and i shall be visiting london in three weeks or so (when i get my bursary which could be forever since they just sent me another fucking application form) for drinking, dancing and hyde park hijinx.