Oct 29, 2005 14:38
F@!#$%@ dreams, damnit. No not the song, Varonas. I keep having all these goddamn dreams about the moon and it really irritates the crap out of me cause they're so sweet.
I wish I lived in another century, or decade, or country, or state, or town. I also wish I had the ability to fast forward time. Like if I could just fast forward a month or two...that'd be great. Better yet, I wish time could fast forward me. If I simply fast forwarded time, then I'd still have the same feelings and hopes and desires as I did before (not to mention I wouldn't know what the heck was going on cause a month or two went on without me). But if time fast forwarded me, than I'd be doing my own thing and feeling just fine. Yes, that is what I wish. Time, please fast me forward! :-) Chuckle.
I almost wish I could go back in time and do things differently, but that would totally change who I am, and I don't think I'm comfortable with that. I mean, there are things about myself I wish I could change, but if I actually went back and changed em, what else would change to compensate?