Entry #3

[jemini8]

It's been a trying few months.

I had to quit my job in Sunnyvale because the drive, was just ridiculous.
I have applied practically EVERYWHERE hoping that I could find a job, no one has called.

I'm getting really weary, and now because I've been off a set schedule for so long I am finding it almost impossible to sleep at night. Not sleeping at night

Comments

[tya_lee]

-hugs- Whether I am in Sunnyvale, Paris, Grand Junction or living with some Penguins in Antarctica, I will be there for you, through thick, through thin, through good and bad, (in sickness and in health ;) ), I will never leave your side. You are my best friend, my person, my other half. You know me better than anyone in this entire planet and I cannot imagine not having you in my life, to share my dorky jokes with, my watermelon, even my cheese.

Whatever you need, whether it is a hug (virtual or not), some isaninanity, or just someone to rant to, I am here! And where ever you and Alex end up, whether it is with us in Colorado or not, I will still be there for you. And heck, i'd even come bug you and visit as often as possible!

I love you, weirdness, messed up-ness, sad Tasha, angry Tasha, depressed Tasha, I love you all. For everything you have gone through, yeah, you are messed up, but honestly you are holding on and surviving so much better than most people would. You are a strong, amazing, beautiful, talented woman who I am blessed to call my best friend and sister. Don't change who you truly are on the inside. Heal, yes, but don't change YOU because YOU are awesome.