an update

[jemglamgirl]

well its definitly been forever since i wrote in this thing. I got a xanga site so .. ya i sorta write in alot but people actually read that one lol. David is overseas again he s been gone since the begining of feb.. sigh atleast march is almost over so he ll be back soon atleast i hope. I really miss him. I v come to the conclusion that its time to grow up and stop being afraid of life so after michelle and I go on the history trip i m either moving to GA to be with david or to arlington to be roommates with michelle. the only way I wouldn't go to GA is if David is going to be deployed again anytime soon. but i hope he isn't i m ready to get to spend real time with him. I feel like we mss out on so much being so far apart from one another. When I was talking to wes what he said was so true. that its time for me to make a change . a change that will make me happy. and he s right it is time for me to be happy :) and in both those choices i would be happy. I think I would definitly would be more successful in school if i was happy somewhere and I know thats what my problem has been here. I love my family more then anything and it would be so hard saying goodbye but i think its something i need to do for me . so thats the update and if anyone actually reads this here is my xanga site www.xanga.com/eightiesfanatic
thats me :)