Feb 05, 2019 09:01
So its been awhile.... Im still here. Maybe in body but not in mind. Back in WV. Getting tired of this shit. Fighting constantly with Josh because he has zero chill and likes to lay blame on everyone around him. He gets to get out of this house for 8+ hrs a day. Away from the kids and house work. Where as im stuck here in this house sometimes for weeks at a time. No friends, no just me time, no dates or fun activities with the family. Just me stuck in this godforsaken house taking care of the children and taking care of everyone else but myself. Got to keep everyone happy and satisfied except myself. This shit is getting old.... Really, really old..... And oh so depressing.
Even my own mother told me i needed to get a life. She wasnt even being mean. She was just stating facts. I wasnt even mad. Just whole heartily agreed with her. Thats when you know its bad....