Dec 02, 2006 11:36
So last night I had two weird dreams.
the first one I dont even remember what happened but I woke up and I was like I should go sleep on the couch so Jason will feel better. The I woke up at 7:30 thinking, "what am I doing here??".
So I went back to bed and then I had a sad dream.
I had a dream that Jason and I were outside our apartment smoking and he said, "You are never going to give me a lighter are you?". But I didn't think anything of it and I went to sleep in my dream and when I woke up he was gone. All of his stuff was gone and I didn't know what happened. So I started crying in my dream. Because I didnt know why he left and I didn't know where he went or what the hell I did to make him leave in the middle of the night and not veen tell me why or that he was or where he was going. Then I woke up and I was crying and Jason was like what's wrong and then I cried more. I don't know why I wig out like this when I have dreams.