I really really really really REALLY have to pee, but Mum and Ben are in the shower. ::wriggles:: OMG GTFO BEFORE I HAVE TO PEE IN A FUCKING JAR.
In other news, I've given up on math until I can go to the tutoring center and/or my prof's office hours. I am, however, making headway on my chemistry homework, or was before I decided to check my email.
I've been rereading old LJ entries from the year at my apartment. I miss it. A lot. Even though I can still tell how depressed I was, and I drastically prefer my emotional situation now, the good things about my apartment and my life there were really really good, and I miss them. I kinda had to trade them for my sanity.
But check
this one out. The wind storm, late in 2006, when I was high in my Lord of the Rings moment. Finishing Two Towers and starting Return of the King with the wind wuthering all around the apartment - watching the tree whip wildly in the gusts and the leaves spiral around. The light inside warm and golden, outside the window black and forbidding. A haven. A home.
I miss that apartment.