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im afraid ill never be free
im afraid ill always be bogged down with the structure of middle class life- work, school, social, politics, repeat.
im afraid ill always be a slave to money
im afraid of what it means to just say fuck it- let my credit go to shit, let it all go to hell, and just live.
im afraid ill never be able to just be a person, not a number with dollar siogns attached to it
im afraid ill never be free of my physical limitations, of a desire to be loved, or other peoples opinions
im afraid of the conventional idea of a failure, a drifter, and what affects my actions have on my future
im afraid of instability, not having control
im afraid ill always live in a box, a snapshot of life bordered with cliche restrictions and cliche people
im afriad ill always let people who mean nothing to me have control over me
im afraid of rules, limitations, boundaries
im afraid of the unknown.
i am free. every action i make is a choice.
i can shake off the structure i have chosen to follow. i can make decisions for now.
i can let go of material possessions, and live a life outside of monetary demands- or else simply use money as a means to an end.
i can make decisions take affect my entire life in a positive way. i can account for the decions i have already made. i can figure out ways to live in any way i chose
i can love myself, let go of the outside world's opinions and just relax
i can let go of the norm. i can shatter expectations, i can relinquish control
i can have faith in the universe to provide, to follow my heart, and to sculpt my life into the vision i see before me.
im afraid ill always be bogged down with the structure of middle class life- work, school, social, politics, repeat.
im afraid ill always be a slave to money
im afraid of what it means to just say fuck it- let my credit go to shit, let it all go to hell, and just live.
im afraid ill never be able to just be a person, not a number with dollar siogns attached to it
im afraid ill never be free of my physical limitations, of a desire to be loved, or other peoples opinions
im afraid of the conventional idea of a failure, a drifter, and what affects my actions have on my future
im afraid of instability, not having control
im afraid ill always live in a box, a snapshot of life bordered with cliche restrictions and cliche people
im afriad ill always let people who mean nothing to me have control over me
im afraid of rules, limitations, boundaries
im afraid of the unknown.
i am free. every action i make is a choice.
i can shake off the structure i have chosen to follow. i can make decisions for now.
i can let go of material possessions, and live a life outside of monetary demands- or else simply use money as a means to an end.
i can make decisions take affect my entire life in a positive way. i can account for the decions i have already made. i can figure out ways to live in any way i chose
i can love myself, let go of the outside world's opinions and just relax
i can let go of the norm. i can shatter expectations, i can relinquish control
i can have faith in the universe to provide, to follow my heart, and to sculpt my life into the vision i see before me.