Oct 26, 2006 11:49
Just a short reflection on him, the crush who I thought would end all crushes...
It was all about the physical.
I thought before I saw something else in him besides the obvious. But in the end, everything I saw were the obvious things that probably every other girl saw. All I really saw was this hot guy. I just tried to make my crush seem not so shallow, you know?
And how could I have seen anything else besides the looks, anyway? We didn't know each other past the hello phase. Sure there were conversations but there was nothing substantial out of them (and I got a D in our Philo 103 as my "reward" for chatting him up). Mababaw lang talaga.
*sigh* It's sad. Embarrassing. Pathetic. Annoying. Cringe-worthy. Desperate.
That's life.