Jun 24, 2003 18:46
screw you, hippies.
1. i used to dream about you but now i haven't felt you in so long i don't even know how you think. i guess i don't mind, either. i should be sad. but i'm not. i still consider you a close friend, though.
2. beautiful, no matter what you think.
3. my dearest, there are not words for how amazing you are or what you have done for me. i miss you now that you are not around.
4. you are my love. i may as well not be vague because there's nothing i could say that wouldn't make this blatantly obvious. you are my puzzle piece, my belly button, mine. i am lost without you, my knight in shining armor.
5. oh how i wish you lived here. i could snuggle you until our skin rots off. :)
6. i'm importing you! i'm bringing you home, baby. it's safer here. :)
7. aw, jesus. where the fuck am i without you? you mean more to me than i've got words for, man. there's no one on this planet who is as good as you at swooping in and making me feel better and making any situation seem less fucked up. there is nothing so wrong in my life that you can't still make me laugh. and i love you for it.
8. giving me daily reasons to be dark and sardonic! woo!
9. you make me wanna take baths. ooh baby. ;) hehe..
10. craziest bint i know. sometimes i thank god you're in england because you'd own the states by now. :)
11. i hate your politics, but i love you. yes, it meant something to me.
12. you won't read this, i don't think. i doubt you ever read my journal. but i loved you passionately and you, in turn, made me whole. you taught me just how much i was worth, just how much i was selling myself short. you made my life, not just then, but for the rest of my life, better. you improved my way of living. i'll never say thank you enough.
13. I HATE FT WORTH. :D!
14. if i'd known back in the day that i was bi, i'd so be married to you by now. definitely one of the coolest girls i know, hands down.
15. myah.
16. we are sisters in a fiendy plot. i'm glad i know you. you are teh sexy, too. ;)
17. i've known you for longer than almost anyone else on here. you've seen me go through so much and i've watched you go through so much. i love you to distraction, i've never met you, and i still think i don't know you all that well - nor do i think you know me all that well. and we'll never agree about tattoos or the death penalty, but i know i can always rely on you to exist in that way that you do. and that makes me feel good.
18. i have known you for so long. i used to think i would always know the intricate patterns in your mind, but now i think i don't know you at all. and that scares me.
19. you make me laugh. and could have made my world very very different. the world works in mysterious ways, i won't question why i'm here now instead of there. you still saved me from a hideous nervous breakdown, and were the most instrumental in me getting over willy. because you were the only person to smack me in the forehead and say "oh well. get over it." and. i thank you. :)
20. i LOVE GOING SHOPPING WITH YOU OH MY GOD THEN I HAD THIS DREAM ABOUT KITTENS AND JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU MAKES MY ESTROGEN SPIKE AND YOU'VE GOT A NICE BUTT AND A GREAT SENSE OF HUMOUR AND EEEE!!! PANTIES!!
21. i've sent you more care packages than anyone else on my list. and i used to call you when i was stuck in traffic. you rock so hard. :)
22. ::smacks her forehead with the back of her hand:: ::pats her butt:: ::raises both hands in a defensive gesture in front of her face::
23. riding through town with a shotgun!
24. you are my favourite introvert. i'm sorry i couldn't love you when the time came. i'm sorry i was so fucked up in my own shit i couldn't see straight and when the time came, i'm sorry that someone else happened to be standing in front of me and that my ideas of home changed. i'm sorry i left you in the lurch. you're not just a statistic. you're a person that i'm very -very- fond of. you sell yourself so short, it makes me sad. you're better than you know. and i adore you to small little pieces.
25. i only have two things to say.
one: ai.
two: i will make the bitches bleed.
have at it.