theres a hole in my soul and its been killing me forever...

[jellymac]

or at least what seems like forever. so havent updated in a long time. havent felt like it. plus, i doubt u people wanna hear about my wonderful problems. yeah, so ive definitly been depressed, sad, not happy, angry, and every other emotion besides happy. i want to be happy and i want to let all of these problems go, but my heart just wont let me. i have all of these things just bottled up inside eating away at me. i just wish they would find someone else to bother. im trying really hard to be happy, and trying to not let things bug me, and a few things went away, but alot of big problems just keep coming back. i dont know. this entry is making no sense, so im just going to stop here, i donno i guess if u wanna know some of these problems call me, but if not or whatever. leave comments

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jeLLy*

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