Bad past few Days.....
It seems as if everything is falling apart this week...So many things have been thrown at me i don't know how to handle it all. its been very hard.
Family: My dad is moving to Tennessee this summer and i will be moving in with my Aunt Tammie. I'm sad to see my dad go but i know this is for the best. He's been talking about since i was a freshman. so my dad its packing up and taking off. which he needs Matt(my brother) and I are old enough to take care of our selfs. plus we will have each other in August when i get up to Lake Superior State. So we will get by.
School: High School is almost over. I can't wait. Its been way to long. This summer is going to be crazy, hard to leave and eventful. I'm for sure going to Lake State. So I'm going to college thank god! Cuz i wasn't sure if i was going to make it. but i am. So i'm happy for that.
James': Where do I even start. i'm breaking his heart more and more everyday. i don't know what to do. I love him i always will but im scared why i don't know. i'm just afraid that when i'm going to end up just like my mother and that is not who i want to be. i have to start by bettering my self know.i have dreams, goals and I'm not going to compromise. I don't have to. and I WON'T. I don't know if when i go to school if i can honestly say that i won't mess up what we have. All i know is that my life is being turned around and i'm confused and i have way to many things to worry about these days.
Thats pretty much it.
Prom is almost here!
Graduation...I'm getting the best present! My aunt is taking me to Florida for a week! i'm excited i'm going to go on my frist plane ride! Whoo!
Family: My dad is moving to Tennessee this summer and i will be moving in with my Aunt Tammie. I'm sad to see my dad go but i know this is for the best. He's been talking about since i was a freshman. so my dad its packing up and taking off. which he needs Matt(my brother) and I are old enough to take care of our selfs. plus we will have each other in August when i get up to Lake Superior State. So we will get by.
School: High School is almost over. I can't wait. Its been way to long. This summer is going to be crazy, hard to leave and eventful. I'm for sure going to Lake State. So I'm going to college thank god! Cuz i wasn't sure if i was going to make it. but i am. So i'm happy for that.
James': Where do I even start. i'm breaking his heart more and more everyday. i don't know what to do. I love him i always will but im scared why i don't know. i'm just afraid that when i'm going to end up just like my mother and that is not who i want to be. i have to start by bettering my self know.i have dreams, goals and I'm not going to compromise. I don't have to. and I WON'T. I don't know if when i go to school if i can honestly say that i won't mess up what we have. All i know is that my life is being turned around and i'm confused and i have way to many things to worry about these days.
Thats pretty much it.
Prom is almost here!
Graduation...I'm getting the best present! My aunt is taking me to Florida for a week! i'm excited i'm going to go on my frist plane ride! Whoo!