Finally...the LONG WEEKEND
These past three days have been horrible, I can't explain the stress I have gone through, I'm so glad its over, Tomorrow is thanksgiving and I have a lot to be thankful for. like....
Meagan-I have known Meagan for a little over a year but it feels like I've known her a life time. I'm so glad that we are able to hang out this weekend like old times and sing our songs...I love You so much Meagan Elizabeth Olson, You are an Amazing BEST friend, Thank you!
Sam-I know we are pretty mean to each other, but you don't know how much i appreciate you being in my life. You are truly one of a kind. despite what I have said before I love the British Culture. Thank you so much for putting up with me even though I bring bad luck upon you, I will never hope you get anything bad again, i guess we learned that the hard way. I'm really sorry baby!
And all of my other awesome friends, Kate and Sarah i love you girls so much we really need to hang out soon i miss you guys soo much! i hope you are staying out of trouble!
Jon Payne you are so great, i'm glad i have gotten to know you this year!
Tilly-We have so sweet memories that i will never forget!
Joey- I love you sooooo much thank you so much for letting me come to you when i need a friend to share my family problems with, i will never forget.....Abur....haha
Wow i have it so much better than i make it out to seem, i will admit that lately i have been pissed off at the world because of my family problems. Although I have learned that i can't control what happens i have to embrace it and learn from it all. so thats what i'm going to start doing. I'm going to embrace the hardships that stand in my way.
On a bad note today my mother called, Wow, I can't stand her sometimes. She thinks everything is fine between us. She is completely blind to the fact that she walked out on me when I was 5 months old. I am going to be 18 in 2 weeks, and i have never had a mother figure to call my own ever in my life. and now that i'm getting older it bothers me more and more everyday. She acts like she cares about me but if she did, we would talk more than once a month. Its retarded to think that that is a relationship. I just dont understand what kind of mother walks out on two kids that didnt ask for the pain and suffering of the crap that she has put us through in the past years. In my brothers eyes she doesn't exist and soon to me she will be nothing more than that women who gave birth to me to me she doesn't deserve the title of Mom because a mom, cares for her kids, she doesn't turn her back on them.
Meagan-I have known Meagan for a little over a year but it feels like I've known her a life time. I'm so glad that we are able to hang out this weekend like old times and sing our songs...I love You so much Meagan Elizabeth Olson, You are an Amazing BEST friend, Thank you!
Sam-I know we are pretty mean to each other, but you don't know how much i appreciate you being in my life. You are truly one of a kind. despite what I have said before I love the British Culture. Thank you so much for putting up with me even though I bring bad luck upon you, I will never hope you get anything bad again, i guess we learned that the hard way. I'm really sorry baby!
And all of my other awesome friends, Kate and Sarah i love you girls so much we really need to hang out soon i miss you guys soo much! i hope you are staying out of trouble!
Jon Payne you are so great, i'm glad i have gotten to know you this year!
Tilly-We have so sweet memories that i will never forget!
Joey- I love you sooooo much thank you so much for letting me come to you when i need a friend to share my family problems with, i will never forget.....Abur....haha
Wow i have it so much better than i make it out to seem, i will admit that lately i have been pissed off at the world because of my family problems. Although I have learned that i can't control what happens i have to embrace it and learn from it all. so thats what i'm going to start doing. I'm going to embrace the hardships that stand in my way.
On a bad note today my mother called, Wow, I can't stand her sometimes. She thinks everything is fine between us. She is completely blind to the fact that she walked out on me when I was 5 months old. I am going to be 18 in 2 weeks, and i have never had a mother figure to call my own ever in my life. and now that i'm getting older it bothers me more and more everyday. She acts like she cares about me but if she did, we would talk more than once a month. Its retarded to think that that is a relationship. I just dont understand what kind of mother walks out on two kids that didnt ask for the pain and suffering of the crap that she has put us through in the past years. In my brothers eyes she doesn't exist and soon to me she will be nothing more than that women who gave birth to me to me she doesn't deserve the title of Mom because a mom, cares for her kids, she doesn't turn her back on them.