Aug 07, 2009 21:48
I know they've been apart for 12 years.
I know they don't have that chemistry anymore.
I know he loves me.
But when he's living with his ex it worries me. And it upsets me. And it hurts me. I want her out. Not in a malicious way, but even though she is the mother of his kids, he does not have to live with her.
I can't leave him for this. It's temporary. And I love him very much. But it's taking a much bigger toll on me than I thought it would.