I want a REAL Sandwich

Oct 06, 2008 21:17

I'm confused...they put me on allergy medicine for anxiety attacks? I feel like I overdosed on benedryl.... I'm also craving a REAL sandwich. I feel funny like I'll say anything...maybe I should take a shower so I can cry without anyone seeing me....i don't think it's working...I just feel tired
My heart rate isn't so fast and my breathing is more normal..maybe it is working..I looked it up online I can't find the information i want...i feel weird about taking a drug i know nothing about...amazing the trust we have in doctors these days. I trust mine. I'm paranoid...or are people actually going to be zombies when I wake up tomorrow and it'll be like that movie Dawn of the Dead...I know it's not real..but it feels real...am I a hypochondriac or are these legit panic attacks? I don't wanna ruin my mom's vacation even though SHE should be spending that Paris money on my college education. i'm trying to spell and I don't wanna...I'm gonna be a 24 year old living in a group home as a vegetable...

I FUCKING HATE THIS

...oh. and if anyone feels obliged to tell me what IC Hydroxysine Pamoate is all about, do tell. I wanna know what I'm injesting and I'm sick of Google's problems with usability.
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