Teenage life at it's best
Well, I haven't written in awhile so I decided to do that. So they Daycare I've been volunteering at asked me and britt and monique to work part time there. They offered it to rose as well but she doesn't really want to work there. I don't blame her. I get tired of it sometimes. But I can put up with it anyway.
What else... I took the SAT's. It seem to go okay but my scores won't show that. I prob. will get like a 980 if even. I don't think I'm all that smart so...but my dad is putting so much pressure on me. Honestly I dont' even think I want to go to college. I don't know what I want to do. I mean I think Psychology is intereting but I don't know if i could handle that much work. I mean I couldn't do a research part of it cause it would bore me to death. I dont' like biology or Anatomy. I dont' like english either. I do like math though. Maybe i should just be a teacher. I don't know. I kind of still have the idea of running a daycare still. Don't think my parents would approve though. Maybe I'll just take some business classes on the side. If I must go to college. I think i might stick close to home though. I don't think I could handle it with out a little support and well home is really the only place i'm getting any. Though perhaps not the right kind of support it's support w/ a little love. I'm so worried, and then max's mom whenever we pick her up keeps talking about how we need to get our stuff in and I know that. I do. I dont'know why i haven't done them..I just haven't. I think I'm gonna do FSU then UCF and Valencia, because realistically, I'm not getting into FSU. UCF probably then if not def. Valencia. And I knwo community college isn't what i should be aiming for but for someone who has no clue if they even want college it's a good start. I take the honors courses or something.
School is going good. I have a test tomorrow in Young's class which i am going to fail since i didnt' study. Other then that class everything is good. I got an A+ on my sonnett in Edinger and she read it to the class :) I felt so good when she did taht. Not that anyone cares, but I do. I was so proud that I wrote it myself with no outside help, and it was good!
THe Red Haired Wonder
Your long red flowing hair,
Oh, how I envy those deep green eyes,
and your complexion so fair.
That sly smile makes me fly.
Every time I see your beautiful face I stop and stare.
You come closer, I sigh.
I want every moment shared,
hold me tight till the sun lights the sky.
Kiss me gently and with care.
Walk with me to the garden and stay by my side.
Time passes so quickly I can hardly bare,
But i'll wait for you till I die.
The time has come and I must wake and shed no tears,
for now we must say Goodbye.
I know, I thought it was good. Kind of funny if you know who it's about. No one seemed to care though. I mean they might have played like they did but they didn't.
Times are a bit tough right now. I try to just smile and get through but some ppl make that difficult. Even when I am having a good day someone has to smash it to pieces.
Everyone is in a life is so fucking terrible time. And you know what, I'm a bit sick of it. I hardly ever complain about how my life sucks because i know everyone lifes sucks at some point or another. EVen when I am really down in teh dumps and show i get yelled at to stop complaining and then i get to hear how pathetic their lives are. You know i really don't care. If you dont' like your life...change it. stop complaing and being depressed and bringing me down and do soemthing about ya know.
Sorry, just times are hard and I'm a bit fed up with it all...
We got a new car, now just a new car but a brand new car. It's a PT Cruiser, it's like a cherry red with leather seats and it's nice. I drove it earlier. Mom took it to work though. I'm not gonna mention anything to anyone though, i suppose they find out when they find out. They won't care anyway.
I suppose i best get on my work now...so untill i feel like venting again!
Dic
What else... I took the SAT's. It seem to go okay but my scores won't show that. I prob. will get like a 980 if even. I don't think I'm all that smart so...but my dad is putting so much pressure on me. Honestly I dont' even think I want to go to college. I don't know what I want to do. I mean I think Psychology is intereting but I don't know if i could handle that much work. I mean I couldn't do a research part of it cause it would bore me to death. I dont' like biology or Anatomy. I dont' like english either. I do like math though. Maybe i should just be a teacher. I don't know. I kind of still have the idea of running a daycare still. Don't think my parents would approve though. Maybe I'll just take some business classes on the side. If I must go to college. I think i might stick close to home though. I don't think I could handle it with out a little support and well home is really the only place i'm getting any. Though perhaps not the right kind of support it's support w/ a little love. I'm so worried, and then max's mom whenever we pick her up keeps talking about how we need to get our stuff in and I know that. I do. I dont'know why i haven't done them..I just haven't. I think I'm gonna do FSU then UCF and Valencia, because realistically, I'm not getting into FSU. UCF probably then if not def. Valencia. And I knwo community college isn't what i should be aiming for but for someone who has no clue if they even want college it's a good start. I take the honors courses or something.
School is going good. I have a test tomorrow in Young's class which i am going to fail since i didnt' study. Other then that class everything is good. I got an A+ on my sonnett in Edinger and she read it to the class :) I felt so good when she did taht. Not that anyone cares, but I do. I was so proud that I wrote it myself with no outside help, and it was good!
THe Red Haired Wonder
Your long red flowing hair,
Oh, how I envy those deep green eyes,
and your complexion so fair.
That sly smile makes me fly.
Every time I see your beautiful face I stop and stare.
You come closer, I sigh.
I want every moment shared,
hold me tight till the sun lights the sky.
Kiss me gently and with care.
Walk with me to the garden and stay by my side.
Time passes so quickly I can hardly bare,
But i'll wait for you till I die.
The time has come and I must wake and shed no tears,
for now we must say Goodbye.
I know, I thought it was good. Kind of funny if you know who it's about. No one seemed to care though. I mean they might have played like they did but they didn't.
Times are a bit tough right now. I try to just smile and get through but some ppl make that difficult. Even when I am having a good day someone has to smash it to pieces.
Everyone is in a life is so fucking terrible time. And you know what, I'm a bit sick of it. I hardly ever complain about how my life sucks because i know everyone lifes sucks at some point or another. EVen when I am really down in teh dumps and show i get yelled at to stop complaining and then i get to hear how pathetic their lives are. You know i really don't care. If you dont' like your life...change it. stop complaing and being depressed and bringing me down and do soemthing about ya know.
Sorry, just times are hard and I'm a bit fed up with it all...
We got a new car, now just a new car but a brand new car. It's a PT Cruiser, it's like a cherry red with leather seats and it's nice. I drove it earlier. Mom took it to work though. I'm not gonna mention anything to anyone though, i suppose they find out when they find out. They won't care anyway.
I suppose i best get on my work now...so untill i feel like venting again!
Dic