Im goign to post on live journal...

[jellybelly567]

I was talkign to Andres yesterday and i said " i feel neglected by the world" and he was like good, and those things are totally expected out of him. But he talked about how I never let people know how I feel and he's so flipping right. I was reading my LJ and I realized that EVERY post i try to come off as being really happy with everything when I wasnt.  Unfortunately i spent a really long time feeling like shit about myself, I became super self concious and I had no idea what the hell to do with my life. I was stuck in the craziest rut where I didnt want to except change. I reeaaly wish i had some one to slap me out of it, because I would never want anyone in this world to feel that way. I feel really stupid about it all to tell you the true.  Now I'm kinda scared about everything. My new Years resolution starting tonight is to be the change I want to see ...in myself

As for my last 30 posts...Im sorry for being a liar liar pants on fire