Heads up, heads up
What a start to IVP 2011, not a pretty start I'd say.
It must get better. I need to find the fire that I've once had, but is currently burning out. It brings me all back to Year 1 again. I remember this same statement which I am saying to myself, it was once said by Boo. "Vicky mustn't lose the fire she have. She must find it back." Same thing this time, but I'm saying it to myself. It's now or never. Either end it with a bang, or with regrets. SMU on thursday! I wanna get it back!
It's 3.03am and I'm trying to enter my weblog. I have been distracted with so many things (hehehe my new layout too) and yeap, time to get back on track. RP needs to start letting me enter the portal?!?! Oh boy. Maybe I should skip class tomorrow to finish my article and weblogs. I h8 fyp. Major h8 fyp and all these workload. 38 days left in RP before I graduate. 38 days...... I'll miss campus life.
I miss my Sailorboy. Miss him miss him miss himmmmmm.... Haven't really been able to contact him as there's no reception. Just been flooding and flooding the inbox/bbm. Bet when he reads it all tomorrow, he will ask me again and try to piece up the jumbled texts. I can't wait to see him tomorrow. I don't like how bad events always happen whenever he is away and I am only left pouring it out to my blackberry. I think navy should be more high-tech and start building up more connections with Singtel/Starhub. Bring it to the sea yowwwwww!
I just put on the self adhesive electrode pennypads for my stupid back. It hurts so much during the game, catch ball and run also pain?! I feel so paralyzed ): And, I really need a good massage for the back cos' I predict it will ache triple of what I am feeling now. The knee is loose, nothing much I can do about it. Totally feel like putting superglue though :X AND the ankles are poking me with damn sharp pain. What on earth is going on in my body? It feels like a volcano is erupting inside...
Okay I think I wanna sleep now. I'm not doing any work. So NOT productive!
(P.S. I JUST REALIZED I SWALLOWED MY BRACES METAL BRACKET SINCE THE WEEKENDS?!?!?! AND ONLY NOW I FOUND OUT COS I HAVE BEEN TOO LADY TO OPEN MY MOUTH AND LOOK IN THE MIRROR TO SEE WHAT HAPPENED TO MY TEETH THAT HAS BEEN HAVING DISCOMFORT. OMG PLEASE KILL THIS LAZY BUG IN ME! Now... I wonder if any metal stuff will stick to my body if I haven't poop the metal bracket out yet. Ha! Kidding!)