Thought for th better, but I guess things are different

[jellybeenie]

Thank you for everything on my birthday. I will update about it soon.

Now it's a day after & It kinda sucks.
I hate periodzzz. It's either pms or it really sucks.
UGH i need t find a life purpose or an aim or something. I'm so listless.
Why do I feel like my life sucks? Can anything get any better?

Guideline t being happy. I lost it all..