This is forever!

Aug 14, 2005 12:40

so...im sitting here listenin to a really fukin sad sad song!

i thought that iains band were happy!oh was i ever wrong!but i love them don't get me worng and you all should DEFO check them out!But fuck i love their songs but their so fucking sadAnd while i was listening i was like checking through Myspace and livejournal and stuff!I was just thinking bout some stuff and like some stuff pure hit me like between today and yesterday some stuff have really been put into perspective for me and i have realised a few things!i miss so many people and things!it is so fucking weird when i think about last summer i mean all those parties all those friends!i miss so many people.. i barely get to see them...it is not nce feeling like this as if everything is about to fall apart, i mean Ally is leaving for Stirling i mean i know its not pure England but it is still far away and its horrible knowing that although i barely see him now i will like have les of a chance of seeing him now!Iain is going o a college like in greenock but that is not even the point its the fact that i used to see him lik all the tym last year an now its like ibarely see him and i want to so much just him n iain n monicar!They might not realise it but they reall do mean the whole world to me!and its just started to hit me that im starting to loose them!

and all the people i went to skool with their moving on aswell and i will like barely ever see them!
horrible feeling in my stomach WHAT AM I GOING TO DO
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