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[jellybeanmaggie]

Well, believe it or not I'm back in Rochester. Packed my things up and left Seattle Saturday and now here I am. Why? I'm trying to figure that out. I missed home and hadn't been very happy for a while. Working evenings while everyone else I knew worked days didnt help at all, it was pretty lonely. Guess it was just time for a change or vacation to think things out. Feels good to be home, I miss Seattle already though. I thought the long drive would give me time to clear my head and make a plan, figure things out- but I'm no where closer to that than when I left. What now? Find a job I guess, think about where I want my life to go. Maybe just take a break from everything and go back to Washington. The guy I was with, Jay, didn't want me to leave, he treated me great and it was hard to leave because the last few weeks had been some of the best that we had, even knowing that I was going to go. Worked out for my job at least, the week I left they got notice that the funding they got to have a child care provider was going to be taken away, they would have had to find a different way to pay me... I dunno, it was at least time to be done with that job.

At any rate, here I am back in NY and the trees look like home.