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am seriously pissed but yet guilty at the same time
for the longest time, i had never liked my family asking me questions- even if it was involved my wellbeing.
i just find those questions irritating, and at times wondering whats their freaking problem.
-just like what happened today
i know my parents care a hell lot
and that they were just trying to remind me about staying healthy and all shit
but i just found it irritating, for i have also been trying with my self initiated efforts
plus i dont really have the time to do even more shit that they think i should.
i am freaking short tempered and ive never denied that fact
but fucking hell - look at my daily work load
look at how i squeeze out my time to do what i need to for them
they just appear to be freaking unappreciative when they make such comments
and when i lash back rudely at them
they appear to be so hurt and it makes me regret my words immediately
but, why push me to my limits
why cant you guys just see my efforts at trying
know what?
even the supposedly closest people can be exceptionally blind to your feelings