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okay, so far this school year i have had
-18 meltdowns/breakdowns
-2 Heartbreaks
-3 times i was led on, only to have my dreams shattered
-2,0000 days where i have pasted on a fake smile
-1,000,000 of thoughts of wanting to kill myself
-2,000,000 sleepless crying nights
-12 times i have lied to my mom
-32 undone homework assingments (luckily i still ace the classes)
-4 times when i forgot what i did the last couple of days. Literally the whole day. Like thinking it was wednesday instead of thursday because i dont remember what i did on tuesday.
-100,000,000,000 times feeling terribly miserable cause i feel so lonely, even though i have friends.
Just wanted to let you guys know what is going on in my life, even though you probably dont care.
-Saidy
-18 meltdowns/breakdowns
-2 Heartbreaks
-3 times i was led on, only to have my dreams shattered
-2,0000 days where i have pasted on a fake smile
-1,000,000 of thoughts of wanting to kill myself
-2,000,000 sleepless crying nights
-12 times i have lied to my mom
-32 undone homework assingments (luckily i still ace the classes)
-4 times when i forgot what i did the last couple of days. Literally the whole day. Like thinking it was wednesday instead of thursday because i dont remember what i did on tuesday.
-100,000,000,000 times feeling terribly miserable cause i feel so lonely, even though i have friends.
Just wanted to let you guys know what is going on in my life, even though you probably dont care.
-Saidy