...hurting so bad
its come to the day i've been dreading.. well one of them. i know i can make this day go by faster.. but i cna't help but cry..i can't help but feel hurt.. so hurt it is really hurting me... i dont want to talk to no one today or anything.. i just want to deal with this day alone somewhere and just wish it goes by fast. i know i wont be getting any sleep tonight...my cell phone is going to go off at 5 something to remind me of this day and i can't help but cry.
my day to think about the past, and grieve on what was given and taken away painfully...how can i be hurting so much.. its just one day.. and is going to be one of the tuffest days for me to face...
i know u dont know...
i know im drilling on something i shouldn't..but i can't help it..i dont think you would either if you knew what i thought and the happiness i felt...im out..
-valari
my day to think about the past, and grieve on what was given and taken away painfully...how can i be hurting so much.. its just one day.. and is going to be one of the tuffest days for me to face...
i know u dont know...
i know im drilling on something i shouldn't..but i can't help it..i dont think you would either if you knew what i thought and the happiness i felt...im out..
-valari