May 02, 2005 22:41
-I
GOT MY PERMIT, I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!! OO YEAH, JUST NEED TO FINISH MONDAY
WITH DRIVING AND I GET MY PERMIT SLIP HELL YES SON! and intersting adam
and i get it the same day hahaha.
I AMMMM SOOO FUCKING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!
-GOT MY PERMIT
-FOUND OUT KAITLIN HAS A NEW BF ( SOOOOOO FUCKING THRILLED ABOUT THAT ONE!-IF U KNEW ME GOOD ENOUGH U WOULD SO KNOW WHY)
- GETTING CLOSER WITH JIM
- GOT TO SEE NICOLE AND HANG WITH HER AND GET CLOSER
- GOING TO P.A. IN 25
DAYS WITH NICOLE AND HER FAM, AND I AM SOO THRILLED FOR THAT SINCE ILL
BE AWAY FROM LEWISTON, ME. BE AWAY FROME EVRYONE, AND MY HOUSE, AND
DRAMA, AND JUST TAKE A BREAK AND KICK IT WITH MY SISTER!!!!!
- I AM GETTING BACK WITH KAITLIN IT SEEMS, AND THAT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD
- IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHING IN THE PAST IS STARTING TO CLEAR UP
- ONLY BAD IS I FOUND OUT
DISGUSTING SHIT OUT ONCE A FUCK AGAIN! WHY ME? WHY IS IT EVERYTIME
SOMETHING IS GOING GOOD I GET SLAMMED DOWN BY HORRIBLE DISGUSTING
NEWS!!!????
- BUT IDK..LEARN FROM THE
PAST.. AND LEARN!
WHEN I SLEPT AT NIKKI'S, SHE TALKED WITH JIM FOR EVER ON THE PHONE,
USED UP ALL MY MINUTES TO GET TO KNOW HIM, AND SHE LIKES HIM AND TOLD
ME TO KEEP HIM LMAO.. BUT I KNOW THAT SHE IS PARTLY JUST SAYING SO CUZ
SHE WANTS ME TO MOVE ON FROM ADAM WHICH I CAN UNDERSTAND FROM PAST SHIT
WITH HER. IM GLAD SHE LIKES HIM, AND IM GLAD WE SPENT TIME TOGETHER
OUR TIME SPENT TOGETHER
-SCRAP BOOKING OF US AND OUR PICTURES
-TALKS OF SEX, AND WHAT WE MISS
-TALKS OF WHATS HAPPENING AND WHAT WE WANT IN FUTURE
-TALKING TO JIM ON THE PHONE WITH THE PHONE KEEP SHUTTING OFF SINCE IT WAS EXTENDED NETWORK
JUMPING ON THE TRAMPELINE
- PLAYING POOL IN HER LIVING ROOM
- PLAYING OLD MAID WITH HER LIL BROTHER
-SHOPPING AND EATING
- TAKING PICKIES OFF THIS CUTE NEIGHBOR DOG NAMES BUTTERS
- TALKING TO PEOPLE ON THE PHONE OTHER THEN JIM LOL, LIKE ADAM, OR HER 2 GUY FRIENDS SHE INTRODUCED ME TO ON THE PHONE
- CRIED TOGETHER
- MANY LAUGHS AND TALKS
- SLEPT TOGETHER ( NOT SEXUAL- SHE IS MY SISTER)
- SHE COOKED ME MY FAVORITE
BREAKFAST THAT SHE REMEMBERED BACK IN THE DAY, WOKE ME UP AT 8!!!!!! WE
ATE, GOT READY, LEFT TO GET TO MY HOUSE FOR QUARTER OF 10
- SAID OUR GOODBYES.
- WE WILL SEE EACHOTHER IN A WEEK THEN AGAIN FOR THE 27TH TO GO TO P.A!!!!!!!
OTHER THAN THAT:
-A COP QUESTIONED ME ABOUT ROBERT MOORE ( EX ) AND TOLD ME HE WAS SEEN AROUND MY HOUSE
- AND THAT AINT TOO GOOD..ONE MY FAMILY, AND TWO ADAM. ( HE MAY NOT BE A BF BUT HE STILL WOULD GO AFTER ROBERT FOR SOME SHIT)
- I TALKED TO NICK AND SAID THEY ARE COOMING UP HERE.. HMM..
- WENT TO MICKEY'S ( ADAM'S
BROTHER) 1ST COMMUNION AND OF COURSE I WOULDN'T MISS THAT FOR THE
WORLD, SAT WITH ADAM'S FAMILY, AND WENT WITH THE CERIMONY AND BOY DID I
FEEL STRANGE IN THAT CHURCH. I HAVEN'T BEEN IN THERE SINCE I WAS 9 WHE
MY PEPERE DIED AND THAT BROUGHT BACK BAD MEMS.
-AFTERWARDS WENT TO CHANTELLE'S 17TH B-DAY PARTY AT THE SCHOOL
- HUNG OUT WITH LIKE EVERYONE
( TIANNA, KAITLIN, CAMRON, ALLEN-MICHAEL, SHANE, MACIE, DANA, KALIEB,
AMIE, AND SARA AND SOME OTHERS I DIDN'T KNOW AND OTHERS LOL) THEY ALL
SKATEBOARDED AND SHIT, HAD A CAKE FROSTING FIGHT, HAD FUN AFTER ME
CRYING IN DANA'S ARMS ( I DIDN'T CARE WHO'S AS LONG AS IT WAS
SOMEONE'S) AFTER FINDING OUT SHIT.. ERR. W/E NOT GOING THERE!!!
BUT I MANAGED TO HAVE FUN ANWAYS!
-JIM PICKED ME UP, WENT TO HIS
HOUSE, WATCHED BLADE 1 AND 2 TO FINISH UP WHERE WE LEFT OFF AND HE HAD
TO BRING ME BACK HOME TO STUDY FOR THE PERMIT TEST WHICH I FAILED MY
PRE ONE, AND PAST MY REAL ONE *BIG SMILE!!!!*
I THINK THAT IS IT!!!!!!!
IM IN A MADDD HAPPY MOOD!
-VALARI