update for the week lol
well since i haven't been on the computer for a few days..let me just say
on the 2nd- HAPPPY B-DAY TIANNA MY A.K.A. TOOKSTER!!!!!!!
HAPPY 15TH!
well i went to her house the night before to sleep over there.. that was fun even though alicia was there sleeping over as crystal's guest..but i have respect when i am in other people's houses.. so i was polite and respectful to just try and avoid her being there, smile, or say very extremely little to her. but i was upset when i first was there because tianna was upset about something dramafull like always that happened..so i had to see a good friend be upset because some people like to just be big mouths i guess. that night we all went to movie gallary, picked out a few movies, watched the notebook and ate madd chips lol..mixes are the bestest!! that night too i also found out what i want to be when i grow up. i want to be A FASHIONIEST LMAO!! i got some of tianna's clothes and asseries and fashioned myself up.. tianna even said she loved it..i "did" my hair which i thought was cute and i will wear it to school sometime soon lol. missy (crystal's mom) said i needed to study more on it lol..when i asked what she thought since i took a picture of it and i am sooo going to send it and try and get into college with it lmfao! that night was great..exept for tianna's fucking ice cube room!
the next day was her b-day party.. boy is that girl one spoiled girl.. she gets a fucking mp3 player, a digital tiny cute camra, madddd clothes, maddd money, and some less expensive shit that most people are use to lmao. jeesh t..you sure got a nice ass b-day.everyone was there as in : dana, chantelle, macie, amie, jeff, alicia, crystal, me, shane, krista,kaileb, allen-micheal, with t's family of course as in her lil sis, steve, and then crystal's fam. so yeah.. of course the cake with the presents, lil kids being really loud and can i say RUDE! jeesh.. but the after party was even better, we all went to the store, went back and partied at tianna's room.. helll yea!!! lol. went picture crazi with t's new camra..and then you got the people cuddling with everyone. food everywhere, music, coldness!! then we all left.. lol.. awsome b-day tianna! love you!!!!
that night while i was at tianna's i got my FIRST PHONE CALL FROM NICOLE!!!! ahhhhh i am soo fucking thrilled we are allowed to talk like normal friends now on the phone whenever we feel like it. well it has been awsome talking to her since then.. i get to actually have my sister to talk to..my one real friend that is there to listen, protect me, and give me advice and tells me shit straight up even if i dont want to hear it. adam is a good friend for talking to since he dont bullshit u and all.. but well face it..he is a big reason for shit i need to talk to nicole about obviously along with a thousands of other thoughts clouding my head..and he is a guy..i can't talk to as he is one of me u know lol? so i love him dearly but nicole wins with this lol..she is the one person i can count on to have a real talk with and to help me. so it has been awsome talking to her..and today i am going to meet up with her.. and we are going to start seeing eachother..and even more once i get my license because once i get my license i am going to be driving up there like craziii!
the other good news of the week is.. adam can actually come to my house now..he is allowed at my house and stay till 10..but he is not allowed in my room lmao. so we basically are going to be only in the computer room and the living room lmao..but hey its better than nothing.. and im glad.. its helping me think that maybe something different will turn from this all..( i am not talking about adam and i either... i am talking about the bullshit between my family and adam.) so he came over the other day..and was hanging out lol..i could tell he was a lil uncomfy but i would've been too...but iim glad that now i get phone calls and have a normal friendship with nicole, and now i get to have adam come over her now to see me instead of me just only going to his house..hopefully now we get to hang out more than just once every two weeks.
last night i slept at the tookster's house.. did i mention i love how we are becoming more closer.. oo yes i think i did.. well then i just thought i should mention that again..i love how we are getting closer lol...brings back memz lol. we had gone to the mall last night went looking in every fucking store cuz tianna just has to see everything lmao. we bought some awsome socks..and yes tianna i know.. " i love my socks" this quote was said from her mouth at least over fuckin 30 times when she bought these socks that were shoes lol..we ate at papa gino's and omfg!!!! i embaressed us.. there were a group of college guys like a few tables away..and well i figured id fart thinking it was going to be quite.. well that was a lie.. becuase it got louder and louder so i was moving my legs down so it wouldn't be so loud and free and me laughing my ass off and moving down the chair...well tianna and i was laughing soo fucking loud, non stop for like ever..and omfg was i like embaressed because there was no way they did not hear that shit lmao...oo wow.. i am deff. becoming not shy now. well i need to go now to get ready to see my gorgeous nicole marie!!!!!!!
-valari
on the 2nd- HAPPPY B-DAY TIANNA MY A.K.A. TOOKSTER!!!!!!!
HAPPY 15TH!
well i went to her house the night before to sleep over there.. that was fun even though alicia was there sleeping over as crystal's guest..but i have respect when i am in other people's houses.. so i was polite and respectful to just try and avoid her being there, smile, or say very extremely little to her. but i was upset when i first was there because tianna was upset about something dramafull like always that happened..so i had to see a good friend be upset because some people like to just be big mouths i guess. that night we all went to movie gallary, picked out a few movies, watched the notebook and ate madd chips lol..mixes are the bestest!! that night too i also found out what i want to be when i grow up. i want to be A FASHIONIEST LMAO!! i got some of tianna's clothes and asseries and fashioned myself up.. tianna even said she loved it..i "did" my hair which i thought was cute and i will wear it to school sometime soon lol. missy (crystal's mom) said i needed to study more on it lol..when i asked what she thought since i took a picture of it and i am sooo going to send it and try and get into college with it lmfao! that night was great..exept for tianna's fucking ice cube room!
the next day was her b-day party.. boy is that girl one spoiled girl.. she gets a fucking mp3 player, a digital tiny cute camra, madddd clothes, maddd money, and some less expensive shit that most people are use to lmao. jeesh t..you sure got a nice ass b-day.everyone was there as in : dana, chantelle, macie, amie, jeff, alicia, crystal, me, shane, krista,kaileb, allen-micheal, with t's family of course as in her lil sis, steve, and then crystal's fam. so yeah.. of course the cake with the presents, lil kids being really loud and can i say RUDE! jeesh.. but the after party was even better, we all went to the store, went back and partied at tianna's room.. helll yea!!! lol. went picture crazi with t's new camra..and then you got the people cuddling with everyone. food everywhere, music, coldness!! then we all left.. lol.. awsome b-day tianna! love you!!!!
that night while i was at tianna's i got my FIRST PHONE CALL FROM NICOLE!!!! ahhhhh i am soo fucking thrilled we are allowed to talk like normal friends now on the phone whenever we feel like it. well it has been awsome talking to her since then.. i get to actually have my sister to talk to..my one real friend that is there to listen, protect me, and give me advice and tells me shit straight up even if i dont want to hear it. adam is a good friend for talking to since he dont bullshit u and all.. but well face it..he is a big reason for shit i need to talk to nicole about obviously along with a thousands of other thoughts clouding my head..and he is a guy..i can't talk to as he is one of me u know lol? so i love him dearly but nicole wins with this lol..she is the one person i can count on to have a real talk with and to help me. so it has been awsome talking to her..and today i am going to meet up with her.. and we are going to start seeing eachother..and even more once i get my license because once i get my license i am going to be driving up there like craziii!
the other good news of the week is.. adam can actually come to my house now..he is allowed at my house and stay till 10..but he is not allowed in my room lmao. so we basically are going to be only in the computer room and the living room lmao..but hey its better than nothing.. and im glad.. its helping me think that maybe something different will turn from this all..( i am not talking about adam and i either... i am talking about the bullshit between my family and adam.) so he came over the other day..and was hanging out lol..i could tell he was a lil uncomfy but i would've been too...but iim glad that now i get phone calls and have a normal friendship with nicole, and now i get to have adam come over her now to see me instead of me just only going to his house..hopefully now we get to hang out more than just once every two weeks.
last night i slept at the tookster's house.. did i mention i love how we are becoming more closer.. oo yes i think i did.. well then i just thought i should mention that again..i love how we are getting closer lol...brings back memz lol. we had gone to the mall last night went looking in every fucking store cuz tianna just has to see everything lmao. we bought some awsome socks..and yes tianna i know.. " i love my socks" this quote was said from her mouth at least over fuckin 30 times when she bought these socks that were shoes lol..we ate at papa gino's and omfg!!!! i embaressed us.. there were a group of college guys like a few tables away..and well i figured id fart thinking it was going to be quite.. well that was a lie.. becuase it got louder and louder so i was moving my legs down so it wouldn't be so loud and free and me laughing my ass off and moving down the chair...well tianna and i was laughing soo fucking loud, non stop for like ever..and omfg was i like embaressed because there was no way they did not hear that shit lmao...oo wow.. i am deff. becoming not shy now. well i need to go now to get ready to see my gorgeous nicole marie!!!!!!!
-valari