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okay new update once again lol..
--got two of the three adema cd's.. this past 2 weeks.. im fucking happy as fuck for that.. because i love their music. :)
--went school shopping.. morning sucked.. cried in the damn auburn mall and had to run to the bathroom and than having been embaressed.. my mother comes in to come for the rescue..yeah..so but after three hours of grieving?.. i didn't let it bother me no more.. i moved on past that day.. and now i try my hardest to not look at yesterday(s). im more looking at every day at a time.. even though i can't stand that and im soo use to looking back on the past or the future.. im letting myself ride along instead of driving for once. :)
-- i've been in a very positive and happy mood for a few weeks.. or around a month? but anyways ive been doing fucking awesome and i love it.. i seriously do because thats why i keep repeating myself because i forgot how this feels.. and i only cried the other day compared to a good few weeks of not crying which is a pretty good damn record for me for the past years lol.
-- hanging out with the usually. meeting new people.. always a bore and excitment and sometimes a horror film lol.. but we need to do it sooner or later.. and well im making alot of friends.. so another positive :)
-- been hanging with alicia lately.. i love you alicia footer.. your so beautiful.. :) she is the fucking best person i love to be around with. just thought id give her some credit :)
-- I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT FOR SCHOOL!
-- work this week.. finally! and now i actually start to work regularly
*hip hip horray!* but i never know.. i might quit lol before i get a good schedual.? lol.. so o well.
-- im done with the past.. im starting over with like everyone.. exept an occasionally few..that i could never start new and forgive.
-valari
--got two of the three adema cd's.. this past 2 weeks.. im fucking happy as fuck for that.. because i love their music. :)
--went school shopping.. morning sucked.. cried in the damn auburn mall and had to run to the bathroom and than having been embaressed.. my mother comes in to come for the rescue..yeah..so but after three hours of grieving?.. i didn't let it bother me no more.. i moved on past that day.. and now i try my hardest to not look at yesterday(s). im more looking at every day at a time.. even though i can't stand that and im soo use to looking back on the past or the future.. im letting myself ride along instead of driving for once. :)
-- i've been in a very positive and happy mood for a few weeks.. or around a month? but anyways ive been doing fucking awesome and i love it.. i seriously do because thats why i keep repeating myself because i forgot how this feels.. and i only cried the other day compared to a good few weeks of not crying which is a pretty good damn record for me for the past years lol.
-- hanging out with the usually. meeting new people.. always a bore and excitment and sometimes a horror film lol.. but we need to do it sooner or later.. and well im making alot of friends.. so another positive :)
-- been hanging with alicia lately.. i love you alicia footer.. your so beautiful.. :) she is the fucking best person i love to be around with. just thought id give her some credit :)
-- I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT FOR SCHOOL!
-- work this week.. finally! and now i actually start to work regularly
*hip hip horray!* but i never know.. i might quit lol before i get a good schedual.? lol.. so o well.
-- im done with the past.. im starting over with like everyone.. exept an occasionally few..that i could never start new and forgive.
-valari