Apr 10, 2005 13:29
the worst thing in the world has to be disappointment. whether failure in yourself or others, the feeling is mutual for those affected. one of guilt, sadness and loss of trust. sometimes the ones who disappoint you are ignorant to the pain they're causing or just don't give a damn. and when they're people who you deeply care about, it is stomach wrenching to see them toss you aside like you're "absolutely nothing", and watch them go on with their life. while you're sitting there, dwelling on what could've been, but it was really all just a distorted dream.