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i am a fucking retard. i don't really feel like talking about this right now. and it'd be nice if no one asked me what happened. when the time is right, i'll tell you. so if you come up to me and ask me, i'll just write you off. don't take it personally, but i've just really fucked up this time. nor do i want everyone to know about this predicament.
so i won't be online anymore. if so, it'd be rarely. no hanging out, i presume as well.
i don't think i've ever been so depressed or scared in my life. i'm disappointed in myself and what i did, and considering suicide as a possible option. but i know that that would be giving into the people that make me feel like shit & admitting that i learnt nothing whatsoever from the actions i chose to do. i hope i can overcome this and not admit to defeat, and that none of you fuck up like this.
i truely feel alone...
so i won't be online anymore. if so, it'd be rarely. no hanging out, i presume as well.
i don't think i've ever been so depressed or scared in my life. i'm disappointed in myself and what i did, and considering suicide as a possible option. but i know that that would be giving into the people that make me feel like shit & admitting that i learnt nothing whatsoever from the actions i chose to do. i hope i can overcome this and not admit to defeat, and that none of you fuck up like this.
i truely feel alone...