If this is sight, I'd rather be blind
So I've decided that vacations suck. Don't get me wrong, I love being able to sleep in and stay up late and oh yeah NOT GO TO SCHOOL, but I get bored as hell. I don't think there's anything worse then being bored. Or having awesome plans get messed up. It just sucks. I'd rather be working and making money.
Sometimes I want to just let it all go. Just be like to hell with what other people think, and what I SHOULD be thinking. I want to go do something crazy. Not stupid crazy. Just... well.... different. Im getting so sick of the same old crap. I need something new. I need something different. I need something to look forward to, something to keep me waking up in the morning.
I talked to Meg today... I always love our talks. We seem to be on the same page for the most part, on most issues. Thats always good to have. Shes one of the only people I feel I can talk to about almost anything, without her judging me. I love talking to my other friends, but sometimes I feel like Im boring them or being an inconvinience.
I've been listening to morning view a lot recently. Its like my god. I love that CD. The lyrics, the music... just everything about it I love. It reminds me of last year though. I can remember how I was feeling when I listen to it. It's so weird. It makes me like go back in time. And its weird becuase its the same time around the hippodrome... which was tonight. :/ Whatever.
Sometimes I want to just let it all go. Just be like to hell with what other people think, and what I SHOULD be thinking. I want to go do something crazy. Not stupid crazy. Just... well.... different. Im getting so sick of the same old crap. I need something new. I need something different. I need something to look forward to, something to keep me waking up in the morning.
I talked to Meg today... I always love our talks. We seem to be on the same page for the most part, on most issues. Thats always good to have. Shes one of the only people I feel I can talk to about almost anything, without her judging me. I love talking to my other friends, but sometimes I feel like Im boring them or being an inconvinience.
I've been listening to morning view a lot recently. Its like my god. I love that CD. The lyrics, the music... just everything about it I love. It reminds me of last year though. I can remember how I was feeling when I listen to it. It's so weird. It makes me like go back in time. And its weird becuase its the same time around the hippodrome... which was tonight. :/ Whatever.